Your Existence Here Is Not What You Think It Is
This may seem like a very controversial subject, and the goal is not to suggest that "any" given person may be more special or important than someone else "as such".
But the fact is that the Matrix employs a system of routinely adjusted "admissions" for where one is born into the system, for where they will fall on the "Hierarchy".
This Hierarchy is established upon birth, and you had no say or any kind of consent / agreement to it, it is issued randomly, and there are multi-faceted aspects to the Hierarchy, but the key indicator is whether you are given the ticket for being a "Matrix Player", or you may not be issued one.
Now, someone can be issued the ticket to be a "Matrix Player", yet still rank relatively "low" on the Pecking order of the Hierarchy, but the difference will be that if someone is born a "Matrix Player", they are automatically endorsed by the Matrix System, Institutions, and the NPC public.
You can basically be an ugly person and a loser, and the Matrix Player will still have more power in the system compared to someone who is born good-looking, not a loser, but lacks the "Matrix Player" ticket.
For Matrix Players, life is basically handed to them in every direction and they are sponsored into the system from birth, nevertheless, this does not mean that everyone who reaches up in greater areas of society are always a Matrix Player.
But the problem with this system is that people who would actually maybe in a natural setting that did not have this augmentation, instead of becoming a Director of some company or some Hollywood celebrity, they might have just ended up as a Homeless bum.
There are many people on the other hand, who grew up with the short end of the stick, who in another dimension would actually be more akin to a "God" or "Celebrity" status, someone revered and admired.
But when they are born into this dark dimension, their status and role is extremely diminished.
So this is another reason why you really can't take this realm too seriously, in fact, it's better to not take it seriously at all.
Nothing is the way it seems or should be here, including your own parents or people you grew up around, so the thing is you can never assess any kind of self-worth or image based on your experiences or influences growing up in this system, even though you may personally be affected by them.
A lot of Matrix Players in the system, never had to build or do anything substantial in their lives to get where they are at.
Truth be told, the majority of people are NOT Matrix Players, but there are NPC's who may be issued a high standing on the Hierarchy, so that may make a difference for them.
Pure Humans are always ranked "lowest" on this invisible Hierarchy system, from birth.
Myself, I was born as a Non-Matrix Player, and with the lowest possible ranking on the System Hierarchy. For Perspective, even Goatis has a higher admission on the system Hierarchy than I do, however he is also a Non-Matrix Player.
This is why it's really best to be the least affected by this world, at least if you are able to maintain yourself to be on that level, because nothing you see, hear or experience in this life is real in the sense that you think it is. Sure, it's real because you have to "deal" with on a confrontation basis, but the thing is that there exists many types of smokescreens, props, and invisible systems within the framework of this reality that are constantly manipulating conditions and reality, so that it "appears" and "exists" a certain way, even in the way you are treated versus other people, that may not exactly be "so" even if this place were just left to exist in a neutral mode.
As a basic rule of thumb, if you are a decent person who is honest to a fault, it's not very likely that you will be someone who is successful, loved, appreciated, respected or having a lot of friends in this world. Most likely you will have zero friends and nothing going on for you, because the system is set up that way, and it matters not how "great" you actually are.
The thing is, if you are that type of person and you "do" happen to stumble upon luck or success, it will often be very limited or short-lived, because there are apparatuses within the system that are designed to identify you and you would stand out as an "anomaly" to the system, and it will work through indirect means to knock you back down to your place.
The fact of this "Admission Ticket" is something that is held in your DNA, within your Genetics, so it is nothing you can dispose of or eliminate from fate, including the fate of your children.
If you have children, your children simply will inherit the same status in the system.
Very interesting, ya especially ever since I left school I feel like social status and chasing money feels more unappealing than ever , I'll give credit to people like goatis and PSA for bringing me across that bridge more but I always had problems with this place anyway or fitting in with the people who succeed in those area. Yea I feel like when I look at my life, I've experienced wayy more suggering thtn I ever deserved and social isolation. From the NPCs to my rtrded parents and I just feel like I've gone through so much overblown sht despite me being relatively quiet and unproblematic throughout my life. The type of problems I usually encounter are people making me feel like I'm a bad person- usually for a little or non-problem thing I did, which is a mountain of a difference compared to actual evil people I've known. Like my parents acting like I'm the problem child because I'm resistant to my mom's manipulation. Or getting mass bullied in school for one offensive post, when I've known kids who've SAed, verbally abused, stolen from others, etc, and faced little to no consequence. I also have a pattern of people pushing me in life and almost choosing to blame me and warp the truth as my fault when I don't give them waht they want, like from being 'too quiet' or not giving them a reaction their bating out of me, and them blaming me for that, when what they're doing to me is worse than them.
ReplyDeleteI've also even noticed in a workplace environment I was in,
some frump can be this old ugly women and but have social status, and go around acting like a nasty bch, lie about people and scheme against them, meanwhile they'll treat me worse like looking for something I'm doing wrong to 'prove' their preconceived notion about me, and treat me unfairly and more critically than others, even though I am acting calm collected not gossiping about anyone,etc.
Back to what you were talking about,
I've noticed throughout my life-
idk if it's as obvious with guys but with girls,
they all talk a certain way and express themselves in a very similar way to eachother,
You'll notice when they first start talking to you they almost still see you as normal at first, but after a few seconds... it's like the tone or pace or what you say, but a switch flips in them and they'll start drawing back and will act a little awkward. I've tried to fit in a lot in the past, but I never cracked the code.
And it'll be like... a really little thing too. It's one thing if you actually say something very offputting, but this is not what that is, they are very little cues.
And for someone who it just doesn't come naturally too, it's exhausting and impossible for me to ever really connect with people like this. I suppose it would come naturally if you were matrix coded but it doesn't for me. I mean... even if the difference was noticeable enough, you'd at least expect them to meet you in the middle if they actually wanted to talk with you.
So yea, I very much believe in some people just being born more matrix coded than others
Thats an interesting comment T345. I had a lot of this type of experience through my life. Ive found that if you just go around not trying to have an agenda and taking people at face value and not activley trying to cause problems for others and 'letting things slide,' then people just rinse the shit out of you. I had trouble at numerous workplaces just because I showed up and wanted to keep my head down, especially when I was in my first job and 'Green.' Got treated like absolute shit. I remember another job I had in a warehouse where I was totally surrounded by, maybe, 85% total pieces of shit who used to fuck me around for no reason. I guess I should have stuck up for myself more, but I was young and didnt have the confidence and they were an 'established team.' Bunch of absolute pieces of shit. And yes you are right, there seems to be a kind of 'matrix programme' whereby bad people will just continue to get away with doing shit indefinitely forever with no apparent consequence. With groups of 'friends' as well and also when dealing with 'institutions' like 'School' or College the same issues always arose in my life. But you always end up in a 'no-win' situation, like, if you are wary of others and dont let them walk all over you they will use that as a way of making out that you are 'problematic' or have an 'attitude problem.' Good luck with it. I think its like trying to ride a bicycle in a busy city-if you give way to other motorists and drive carefully in a city you will be run into the kerb, so you have to ride in a somewhat 'defensive/aggressive' manner in order to hold your position as it were. Dont know if that makes sense. Basically most people in life are cunts.
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DeleteYUP, I've seen this unfortuantely too,
I'm glad to know I'm not alone tho,
but it does really suck.
it's like if you don't fit in or don't want to play along with them,
they get offended or suspicious or see it as a vulnerability or something and just jump on that opportunity to basically abuse / target you.
Something interesting and telling tho I noticed is when they are alone and without a group, they are often very cowardly & quiet themselves, they might even be uncomfortable making eye contact with you, but in a group transform into this completely other person....
That's a good point, this always seems to happen in instutions, which is why I can't wait to switch to part time in a few years, and I'm so glad I'm no longer in school- one of the pluses of aging, school was absolutely horrible with that dynamic.
I also wish I stood up for myself more too,
but like you said it's tricky because ur not really allowed to go the full mile with it or get away from the person, and they can make it look like ur the aggressor.
I'm also weak myself and don't have the physical capabilities or presence and wit to put someone in their place. I really can't blame anyone for being bitter or antisocial since the real bad people just almost seem to have free reign of life.
It really is a no-win scenario.
Great posts here.
ReplyDeleteThat is deal with these demons, isn't it? They want to promote their ideas, so they can get the Loosh from the rest of us. This is why I limit my time on social media. In fact, I was hardly using social media, until this summer, when I had lots of downtime. I even have come to the conclusion that Instagram is the most demonic weapon on the planet right now.
Their game plan is simple.
Use money and fame to entice others to follow. People still think these actors, politicans, and business leaders got their because of hard work!
No, they go there because the Archons put them there.
Don't fall for the potato in your tail pipe.
@Joey Aragon,
DeleteIt sure is. The thing with how I manage social media, is I have my own "bouts" I go through, then I need a break. I can't simply be on this stuff 24/7 like so many people are, not even 7 days a week at that. I do check some basic things "daily" online in under an hour, but even I cannot afford to be constantly tethered.
The one thing that convinces me that I am nowhere near as social media obsessed as most people are these days, is I find myself "constantly" falling behind on online updates to things, and where everyone else has beaten me to a "like" or "recognizing" something that everyone else in a hobby or interest group of mine is all over. But apparently this is what people are doing all day long when they are seen out in public with their faces stuck in their phones.
I just can't do that, I have other hobbies and pursuits of things I'm focusing on when not online. And if it makes me uncool to modern people, I couldn't give a rat's ass.
@Joey Aragon, Sometimes when I've checked these people in particular, I've noticed that they have WITHOUT FAULT put a like and even comments on almost every post by someone. And then because I haven't done the same, in their eyes, I am not as "loyal" of a fan or follower, even though I just don't have the energy or time to keep up like that.
DeleteIts funny because when I attempt to move beyond my station, life would be like “ oh what’s this, you’re gonna try a new approach to life to deal with your miserable life, well how about some potential health issues you gotta deal with before they get serious, or some changes at work that you gotta patch over, or family member getting sick? How’s that for a new approach?”
ReplyDelete@Saint, Life but also Influences of any kind can have a detrimental effect on trying to make you feel guilty for ever enjoying yourself or trying something new. There are designs in this simulation we live in that will constantly plague certain people with that, while it ends up being a non-stop ride of endless new pursuits for "other" people.
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