Prussian Society Of Anti-Natalists

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAkmEj4BTAU Honestly, for the last 10 years I have had nothing but knots in my stomach almost anytime I see anything that comes out of Germany, because of how disgusted I am with what the place has become. Surely, America also had a major role in that, but now look at the place. This documentary illustrates exactly what Mental Illness looks like in Modern Germany, Nose rings and all, and I just died when I heard the girl who claimed to listen to Metal, of course she doesn't listen to REAL  Metal, but Metalcore! I bet that's what the Manifestation Nonsense and Drinking Matcha tea did to her. I got a real chuckle with the guy who noticed the whole "No Homo" thing, and that just goes to show you how influential American counter-culture is, because it came out of the combination of American Homoeroticism of American people rooted in Puritanism and the African-Americans who coined the term. So as you can see, all the way in Germany, that guy...

I don't believe I ever really brought up this topic before, but it has been something in my thoughts a lot lately with how I've seen this world change and decay, especially more so now since "COVID" but I would say much more so since Social Media took off by storm after 2010... But, COVID really did put the nail in the coffin on this, but do you all find it harder, if not impossible, or outrageously humiliating or disappointing nowadays to ever introduce someone you know to other people or to ever get anyone on the same page about anything at a public gathering!? I'm not talking about anything online. Real life gatherings only. Because, with all the atomization I see of people and how they really live in their own worlds, and it just seems nobody is on the same page about anything and that people really don't know how to act or conduct themselves around other people, that I just can't imagine how any of these experiences could ever go positively anymore!? ...

The thing I've also been thinking of in the quest of my existence on this Earth, I guess at least for this "lifetime" but maybe from cumulative lifetimes of the past, is how much I am an "all or nothing" type of person. Like any typical stubborn German. Basically, you are riding with me, or you are an enemy, there is basically no in-between when it comes to us Germans, and as anyone might know when dealing with one that we tend to basically be unable to deal with any variables or anything that does not dance in tune with the beat of our drums. And perhaps this is also another thing I saw in Goatis that I also really admired, and I absolutely loved the way that Goatis had the most unironic way of his means of intolerance towards others who did not see his way with things, whether it's over Veganism or him basically calling people "mentally ill". Even the way he started off that one video where he said "You're mentally ill if you don't e...

Really though to be on a serious note guys, you probably am noticing that my activity on here is sporadic lately... And it's not your imagination by any means... Ugh, let's just say this. I am extremely self-aware and I also have witnessed over and over with how my older relatives have died, and I see in me the same patterns with how things were with them as well in their later days. And my own patterns of how things are going now are directly related to their patterns from what I remember... I am having very good days where things are all "together" and other days where I just am not functioning. I'm noticing too that almost the slightest things begin to "cut me" and many of you are not going to be happy hearing me say this, but I am also cognizant to the fact that my body has been slowly rejecting me eating a lot of meat... Especially the fat more so, and I am not purposely trying to cut back but honestly I remember exactly from several family members ...

Just to rub in my own sentiment and how much I really don't give a shit about anything in this world, here's to a reminder by saying "Fuck The World" Today! It's just so totally pointless that have any kind of anything invested or tied to this world. Let it all burn, baby, burn...

Just want to reiterate the fact that I find myself as I am marching slowly to my end is how much my reflections over my life, that I hold nothing but nearly total regret, 99% of my interactions and involvement or any time spent on Women. You know, when I was growing up, the problem is that we still lived in a time (and of course with no internet) where many Men were still very unhappy in their marriages or lead lives of Quiet Desperation and Distress, but held back from getting into details or explaining things further. But I recall even the Men from my time always telling us what a "Waste of Time" Women were, and basically the consensus was that we should never take Women seriously, by which I certainly agree. Men would even tell me repeatedly, especially in my Teens and Twenties I remember, they would always insist to never get married and never have children. But the Men never ever went into details why, they just said don't do it. And they would never explain exactly ...