Recharging
I've been trying to regroup after this somewhat "hellish" start of a year, and to be honest on a relative / overall basis, it is of course still a shit year in general, but the last winter did something detrimental to me. I've been in an unusually better, even "chipper" mood these last few days believe it or not, so much so that I have been hesitant to change or involve myself in anything outside of the activities that are improving how I feel, and a part of that has also largely involved soaking in the sun, particularly since the real weather has finally bloomed here again. I find that when the sun is out, even though the sun can make us stinking lazy, for some reason the warmth and even humidity "motivates" me in a strange way where everything just seems to move or function better, whereas I have problems mustering up any energy in the cold. I always remember being this way, but it is worse in my later years now than ever, and I would much much r...