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A Random Curiosity Question I Have For Everyone

I don't believe I ever really brought up this topic before, but it has been something in my thoughts a lot lately with how I've seen this world change and decay, especially more so now since "COVID" but I would say much more so since Social Media took off by storm after 2010... But, COVID really did put the nail in the coffin on this, but do you all find it harder, if not impossible, or outrageously humiliating or disappointing nowadays to ever introduce someone you know to other people or to ever get anyone on the same page about anything at a public gathering!? I'm not talking about anything online. Real life gatherings only. Because, with all the atomization I see of people and how they really live in their own worlds, and it just seems nobody is on the same page about anything and that people really don't know how to act or conduct themselves around other people, that I just can't imagine how any of these experiences could ever go positively anymore!? ...

Another thought I've been reminiscing lately too in these days...

The thing I've also been thinking of in the quest of my existence on this Earth, I guess at least for this "lifetime" but maybe from cumulative lifetimes of the past, is how much I am an "all or nothing" type of person. Like any typical stubborn German. Basically, you are riding with me, or you are an enemy, there is basically no in-between when it comes to us Germans, and as anyone might know when dealing with one that we tend to basically be unable to deal with any variables or anything that does not dance in tune with the beat of our drums. And perhaps this is also another thing I saw in Goatis that I also really admired, and I absolutely loved the way that Goatis had the most unironic way of his means of intolerance towards others who did not see his way with things, whether it's over Veganism or him basically calling people "mentally ill". Even the way he started off that one video where he said "You're mentally ill if you don't e...

I think I'm just dying of old age!?

Really though to be on a serious note guys, you probably am noticing that my activity on here is sporadic lately... And it's not your imagination by any means... Ugh, let's just say this. I am extremely self-aware and I also have witnessed over and over with how my older relatives have died, and I see in me the same patterns with how things were with them as well in their later days. And my own patterns of how things are going now are directly related to their patterns from what I remember... I am having very good days where things are all "together" and other days where I just am not functioning. I'm noticing too that almost the slightest things begin to "cut me" and many of you are not going to be happy hearing me say this, but I am also cognizant to the fact that my body has been slowly rejecting me eating a lot of meat... Especially the fat more so, and I am not purposely trying to cut back but honestly I remember exactly from several family members ...

Today is "Fuck The World Day" For Me

Just to rub in my own sentiment and how much I really don't give a shit about anything in this world, here's to a reminder by saying "Fuck The World" Today! It's just so totally pointless that have any kind of anything invested or tied to this world. Let it all burn, baby, burn...

Looking Back At Life, I Really, REALLY regret nearly all my interactions with Women

Just want to reiterate the fact that I find myself as I am marching slowly to my end is how much my reflections over my life, that I hold nothing but nearly total regret, 99% of my interactions and involvement or any time spent on Women. You know, when I was growing up, the problem is that we still lived in a time (and of course with no internet) where many Men were still very unhappy in their marriages or lead lives of Quiet Desperation and Distress, but held back from getting into details or explaining things further. But I recall even the Men from my time always telling us what a "Waste of Time" Women were, and basically the consensus was that we should never take Women seriously, by which I certainly agree. Men would even tell me repeatedly, especially in my Teens and Twenties I remember, they would always insist to never get married and never have children. But the Men never ever went into details why, they just said don't do it. And they would never explain exactly ...

Guys... Are My Mental Projections Coming True!?!?

Say it ain't so!!! https://www.timesofisrael.com/bullying-crows-attack-children-parents-at-tel-aviv-kindergarten Lately there's also been a lot of odd crow activity in Israel reported as well in the past few months... Seriously, there is something particularly interesting with crows though, because more information has been coming out in recent times too about how much they study Human behavior and also there is something with Crows that they are trying to "understand" Humans as a species. They must notice something "peculiar" about the Little Hats, and probably do not like their electro-magnetic frequency or immediately recognize that they are demons. Wouldn't it be something if Crows were actually an "exception" in the avian world by some measure in that they were some sort of Alien that was never known about which is "studying" Humans?

A Critical and Very Important Article I Am Presently Working On

Just wanted to let you guys know between the challenges I've been dealing with here lately, that my general blogs may be brief, because I am working on a very long, important special entry which will address the whole obsession with Women declaring all Men as Rapists and Pedophiles, and when I finally publish this article, I want you to make sure that you brace yourself with whatever you must do in your day to have no other distractions and to eat whatever food or make yourself a cup of coffee or whatever it is you do to put yourself in the mindset of focus to bear everything I need to discuss urgently with you and hope that you will recognize the severity of things I will be publishing, and why even if you are a Man who has chosen to not involve yourself with Women, what it all will mean for you even as someone who stays in your own lane, or more specifically the "MGTOW" crowd. The information needs to be completely considered all at once with what I will more formerly d...