Throwing In The Towel With Most Of Life
I want to make a more formal announcement about this at some point, but I do want to make some things clear if anything seems confusing.
One of these things is that I am withdrawing my involvement on the Political scene, in the sense that I will not maintain myself or this organization to the degree it once had done so in the past.
Given the political climate and games, I have no energy for it anymore, and it doesn't interest me.
I also do not have much care anymore for culture.
I have to admit that I've completely lost my interest in People, Culture, Travel, or basically most of any engagement with Humans, and it's why I have disbanded our Fraternity and have ceased to hold any more meetings.
I also have permanently decided to give up public lectures as well.
I still will maintain the blog and create our forum for where intriguing discussions can take place, but I have desire for nothing more than the entire world to burn up and be destroyed.
I am also not in sync with this world on any level, and it's more and more apparent with every day when I leave my house just how different and incompatible this world is with my being.
And it always has been that way.
So you can count on me as maybe not having the same level of astute knowledge on all kinds of world developments as I'm choosing to further isolate myself away from everything.
I just have no interest in this place and absolutely no desire for where the world is heading, and it's becoming a very tiring place that is too much for me.
I just don't have the energy for it, and it's even very unlikely I will be traveling to Europe ever again. I really have no interest in it and the more I think back about my experiences with many Europeans I've spoken with over the years, I find myself nauseating in disgust over what that whole continent has become.
The world is a joke, and I have no compassion or love for anyone. People are mostly useless.
Even in the past few months I've been noticing my levels of intolerance for the public and how I just want to destroy.
I find people as a constant nuisance and obstacle. Always in my way, a burden and an obstacle to life itself. And knowing that they all serve no actual purpose, makes me very enraged.
There is a very dark air about us right now, and it even comes down to a difficulty explaining anything to anyone in public.
It makes me very annoyed to have to interact with anyone.
Man, I am feeling it too.
ReplyDeleteJust holding onto getting plenty of rest and thinking of the day I don't wake up from a good dream.
It will be over soon.
Yesterday I watched 'matrix resurrections'; even though the movie was mostly garbage; there were two interesting scenes. In the first scene the main antagonist of the movie talks to Neo and tells him that the worse they treat the slaves, the more the slaves produce for the system. And at the end of the movie, he tells Neo:
ReplyDelete'The sheeple aren't going anywhere. They want to be controlled, they don't want freedom. They crave the comfort of certainty.'
Which is 100% true, and not only do the retarded sheeple not want freedom; they will attack anyone who fights against the system or tries to wake them up...
@Alex,
DeleteInteresting, I didn't find Matrix Resurrections to be "garbage" exactly, granted nothing compares to the Original. Sometimes the story lines in Sequels become too exaggerated or with more CGI.
But as far as your point where Neo makes the statement, what's "GENIUS" in a bad way, is how well the Plots of Movies, but I've also taken note of this about Video Games as well, are capable to simulate our "reality" in a fictional sense to program people in a way to either believe that the reality they see depicted in a movie or video game isn't "exactly" like that in real life, or not there yet, when in fact, we've always been living like this.
Sheeple never want Freedom, and I've come to even realize this on my own in my experience as well. Freedom usually goes hand-in-hand with Truth, but while someone might say they like Truth, where do you ever see people who cling to Truth!? It's an annoyance and hindrance to even those who say they desire it, so this is why we can never trust anyone who says they like Freedom or Truth.
I've come to realize over time why many philosophers and figures throughout history have also exclaimed how most people do not want either, no matter how much they cry to the high heavens that they believe in "Freedom" or "Liberty".
For example, if I say that I want people to have the freedom to fight among each other if a fight naturally is "in the cards", you know how many people have a problem with that and believe that I'm some kind of tyrant because I simply do not believe in a monopoly over arbitration and violence?
A lot of people have a problem with that, even though for the course of much of human history, fights, scuffles and violence, have always been the way Humans have resolved issues and inner discord with others.
Nowadays, people act as if it should be outlawed, just like racism, when these things are actually "natural".
Most people alive today, also believe in and desire a BIG government, and believe government should also have a monopoly on all Human Affairs, when in fact this is an anomaly even in previous times with the most Ambitious Governments and Monarchies.
One thing I've come to learn very concretely about most members of society with how willing they are to defend it, is they won't stick up for their own race, friends or neighbors, but they will instead defend the very institutions that work to enslave them, because they depend on these institutions. And that makes me sick.
The elites proved with the covid plandemic how pathetic the average NPC is; not only they loved being told to put on a face diaper but they were also shouting at other people who refused to go along and suffocate themselves. Not only will the masses not fight against their own slavery; but they will attack anyone who tries to free themselves...
DeleteFreedom comes with accountability and responsibility; two things which the sheeple hate; so they would rather be slaves than live as free men. They also hate the truth, because the truth would force them to look at themselves and would require them to evolve and improve themselves....
@Alex, The COVID thing really showed the true colors of everyone.
DeleteOne thing I can also say without a doubt is that with Americans and their so-called Love for "Freedom", I've never seen such a people who are so quick to call in a complaint against anyone or who have problems with calling in about anything their neighbors may do that they somehow "don't like". I'm very lenient when it comes to such matters because I believe truly in the principle that you should have the right to your own property and what you do is your business. Yet in America, if you want to do as much as raise livestock where a city ordinance prohibits it, they have a problem with it.
At least you can see things for how they really work, and it's absolutely why Whites will lose out on everything with this, because of how deeply embedded they are into the systems and how much they are willing to fight for it, even against their own best interests, but yet they don't see it that way.
@PSA "For example, if I say that I want people to have the freedom to fight among each other if a fight naturally is "in the cards", you know how many people have a problem with that and believe that I'm some kind of tyrant because I simply do not believe in a monopoly over arbitration and violence?
DeleteA lot of people have a problem with that, even though for the course of much of human history, fights, scuffles and violence, have always been the way Humans have resolved issues and inner discord with others.
Nowadays, people act as if it should be outlawed, just like racism, when these things are actually "natural"."
This is a problem right up there with the women problem.
By outlawing fighting it emboldens the cowards and weak to do and say things they otherwise wouldn't dare. We could never have fallen this far without these people being protected.
This makes me hate this existence more than anything else. I am handcuffed from giving people what they deserve because I would be the one thrown in prison. This system absolutely protects the worst people.
This is what happens when NPCs can vote...
ReplyDeleteI now understand why through most of history, 'elites' ran the countries. What benefit does democracy- outside of 'seeming' moral. ( I mean , yes I know there can be bad leaders, and corruption, but in that case- without the ability to vote- the people will realize their only chance to change this is uprising, but with votes it gives people the illusion they have a choice, and so they don't uprise.)
Anything out of the norm is inconceivable and ridiculous to them,
I see it happen with Goatis too- they warp his speech and ALWAYS miss the point
when to me- I can't see why people would not understand where he's coming from on some level, it's just the fact he's saying something anti-norm/'controversial' that these NPCs or rats can't let go of, an almost seem incapable of understanding.
This makes me realize,
it doesn't matter how convincing or right you are, around the wrong people.
I've also realized I wrongly idealized white people,
even groups who are supposedly 'better',
are f'ing pathetic cowards or stupidily blind and in denial in this society.
Just seeing how most of them turn on their own people just to look good,
and the fact that the problems are in plain sight,
yet MOST are still in denial or act like they don't care or it's not their problem, or simply won't say anything because it doesn't benefit them. Then there are TONS of white people who still live in this fantasy world that they are being repressed by white men lol.
These people deserve to their fate tbh.
I grew up in a liberal school, with liberal parents- and I never heard of conservative opinions outside of stereotypes till I was 11- yet I always hated the people and their politics around me and saw how dangerous and hypocritical they were. But it was clear most of my peers were not like that, and were virtue signaling dck suckers.
Whichhh kind of tells me, that you will only have a world-changing impact with your message if you have power, or money- something NPCs worship.
Otherwise, no wonder that you've felt like your message falls on deaf years.
Call me a coward but, I also will not ruin my life or waste energy fighting a 'pointless' fight.
Even online, I see how well that goes......
" but with votes it gives people the illusion they have a choice, and so they don't uprise." The elites in the East rule with an iron fist, while the elites in the West rule with an iron fist covered with a velvet glove...
Delete"This makes me realize, it doesn't matter how convincing or right you are, around the wrong people."
Bill Cooper said decades ago that most people are liars, hypocrites and they don't want the truth...They have their own petty agendas, they will not do the right thing unless somebody forces them to do it...
"Just seeing how most of them turn on their own people just to look good,"
The british cowardly scum in particular are guilty of this; I've seen them talk shit about other Europeans several times, while not daring to say anything about the millions of blacks and south Asians who are taking over their country and committing crimes non-stop...
@T345, Correct! Throughout history, not everyone had the right to vote. The idea that anyone has a right to vote, is specifically a "Democratic one", and under the assumption that everyone is an "Equal".
DeleteEven in Prussia, historically, only Landowners were permitted to vote.
And it's really a fair reason for it, since if you did not own land, what could your say possibly be in any matter of significance? It goes back to real basics, because a Nation is made up of a People who own the Land that have a collective and mutual interest to one another, so if you don't own property, you shouldn't even have the right for starters.
Democratic systems are the worst form of government, and while it might not be today that many see that, a future will surely yield the results for all to see.
The fight has definitely become pointless. The only people I would fight for are myself and few who are around me for exerting our will and defiance against others or when it comes down to an actual civil conflict to enact revenge, but other than this, there is no point in appealing to anyone. It's not even working with Germany, all I get is crickets from there nowadays, especially since the COVID vaccinations rolled out. It's done.
DeleteBut what bothers me more than anything too, is that even on a most basic civilian level, because people are so "warped" and "soft" from being brainwashed, you cannot even have basic expectations from them in society, and my plans for many years has been to move and relocate to a suitable community, and I honestly do not think they exist anymore. I have been disappointed at every turn, for example, with the prospects I've come into contact with down in Florida, where I was flirting with the idea of moving to.
Most people are utterly useless and dangerous, and will think at nothing to perform a turncoat on someone or use them for something, so like, even politics aside or anything that plagues Whites, what good is this when you can't even depend on or trust the majority of your own kind? And this is true just about everywhere nowadays, doesn't matter which country.
And this is why I keep saying that Whites will position themselves below the Negro, I'd argue that's it's pretty much already there, with the exception that Whites are still largely in power and have the wealth, but the tomorrow is coming when Whites will have a reputation lower than Negroes on the world stage of all Races, and they will not be respected.
Whites have really, REALLY stooped to all-time new lows.
"And this is why I keep saying that Whites will position themselves below the Negro, I'd argue that's it's pretty much already there,"
DeleteWhites are already disrespected inside their own countries no less; because of how weak and cowardly they have become. And all the other races know that...That's why the blacks and the Muslims throughout the Western world, kill and rape anyone they want without being afraid of the consequences. They know that if a single European man tries to oppose them, then his own people and government will try to destroy him....
I hope society breaks down,
DeleteI've actually been hoping this since middle school lol,
Society is still strong enough to sustain the baffoonery, yet you still have to go to work and do all the other things you're 'supposed' to, even though there's less good things that society provides you.
No, I'm not loving the idea of China or India taking advantage of that power vacuum.
But by the looks of it NOTHING will change without a collapse. I hope immigrants keep coming to Britain, pop those British people's bubbles, until they can no longer deny it.
The problematic people will also take a share of the cake they made, let us feel good about that.
It's one thing to be sad about a lost people and culture,
but let's step into reality for a second and remember what these people are reallyy like. How often is it that you come across a whuite person and have a good experience with them? Most are part of the problem, and have no problem backstabbing, following the crowd, and serve as vessels for this system.
You can't express yourself freely, you're surrounded either by a bunch of NPC's or virtue signalling psychos- ready to pounce at any notion of '''evil'''. Your own people are flaky, backstabbing, shallow shells. It's just not good.
I was honestly thinking about this the other day, but I wouldn't mind being born in Africa or somewhere.
I feel I have probably a good 20 years left in my system- only because I want to experience some things. Otherwise, I don't think watching what happens will be a 'peaceful' thing. But I genuinly don't care that much anymore because there's nothing I can do, and it's partially people's own fault anyway.
I'm just going to be eating my popcorn as it all unfolds.
You can see on X (Twitter) how whites put each other down constantly. What is even the point of existence when everyone is constantly in fight with everybody else? There is no point to this kind of existence.
Delete@T345 & Eike, so true. I'm glad the likes of you both and others on here and recognizing the patterns, because even as we are Caucasian, we cannot simply be "biased" or LARPing about "Master Race" when it comes to reflecting in the mirror of what we view collectively of our specimens "in kin" today, Jew or no Jew, Colored or No Colored People in our Nations. The thing is, Whites are responsible for permitting what they do and engaging in both the Business and Political Agendas they promote, by which other peoples do not nearly come as aggressive in these approaches, at least not anywhere near to the same degree.
DeleteMost Nations, while they might have internal issues socially, culturally and so forth, by the end of the day, they at least fall back to a resting position and know that it's best to settle on what's best for the interest of their people.
Birds, even all other animals do the same, even despite their quarrels and misgivings.
I do not see Whites acting in this once "Primal" manner, and they will gleefully erode what's best for our people for a short profit or gain, or even to win the support of others in the hierarchy, or other reasons in vain, and completely ignore the rule that you don't shit where you eat.
I really agree,
Deleteand it's taken me a while to realize and accept it-
As a caucasian myself- I have an attachment, and I had things I liked about this group too. And I grew up witnessing the unstoppable force of leftist racism and hypocricy directed towards Caucasians which really upset me.
I went to a mixed school, and I saw how some AAs would bully white kids and be racist too them- yet reap all the benefits of identity-victimhood,
while I had never once saw a white kid be racist too them.
This was an injustice no doubt.....
but then.... you start seeing the whuite kids always defending them,
always siding with the ideas that suppress them, hating on and ruining the lives of their own kind for perceived 'racism'. Wtf?
Maybe just maybe, this fight seems impossible and frustrating not because our enemies are so strong.... but because it's IMPOSSIBLE to save someone who DOESN'T want to be saved. So if that means these people have problems down the road, so be it.
A thought I had was- if white people were not considered as 'beautiful' or had 'rare' light coloring, what would really make us special? I mean yes, some Caucasians have produced beautiful cultures.... mostly in Southern Europe....., and there are definitely handfuls of intelligent Caucasians, but apparently not enough!!
And I must say.... the way some Caucasian civilizations have behaved- namely the British, is no better than the 🧃we complain about manipulating our governments for their own special interest. What's even more frustrating with the British is all they did was left a trail of distruction, to enrich a handful of British elites, the majority of wealth not being seen at all by the British people- outside of maybe the colonization of Australia. It's also pretty telling how the entire North of England's GDP is SMALLER than the ENTIRE state of TENNESSEE.
All of that plondering and destruction..... only amounted to monetary gain for a handful of elites!!! And it didn't even last!!!
And somehow we have movies, shows, and monuments glorifying the soldiers who died for this??
Caucasians acting like grapejuice at this point.
And the dk sucker types can eat their cake.
Actually, this idea is so profound to me, I wonder what else I'm mislead on.
@PSA "Throughout history, not everyone had the right to vote. The idea that anyone has a right to vote, is specifically a "Democratic one", and under the assumption that everyone is an "Equal"."
DeleteIts absurd that someone without a "dog in the fight" gets a say in government.
@Here for the apocalypse, Correct, and that is the whole logic along the lines of why the property owners had the rights to vote, because it would make sense that it follows that someone who owns property, has a vested interest and concern about a safe and strong community that is protected against invaders or even subversive elements, etc.
DeleteI don't know what to tell you.
ReplyDeleteBut I did expect since early 2021. more of this Order to develop.
Because, after all this time, each of us still continues to pursue his solitary path towards the unknown.
Perhaps death will be our crowning and fulfilment where we shall meet on the other side, free & with the memory, passing into a new birth. New sense. New shape.
I guess death indeed soothes all!?
But again, what's the good of death in this world if not sought through combat and something concerning the inner life that sacralizes the combat itself with those with whom you share identical ideas and will, which eventually makes it possible to regenerate the matter, including ourselves alone?!
You know what I mean.
For the rest of those here, with the blood to sense, I leave the reminder that, in this aspect, the science of the inner life of primal-Aryan Man was never psychology but Myth - for which he fights or dies with everything he does.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gur0eJZW0Kw
@Someone88,
DeleteYes, fair enough... I also had seen the writing on the wall too. The effects of everything since COVID have really just made life all that much more unbearable. I, like many others, are just bored to death with this place and want to find greener pastures... Maybe in another life.
Another life is right.
DeleteBut, will it be a better realm?
Who knows.
This place is just awful, and I think you are correct with this place after COVID. It was really a dividing line, between the maskers and non maskers. The line was set with that move they put on us.
Almost all intelligent people are anti vax and anti mask. It really showed how terrible doctors are as well. The worst of the worst in our society. Doctors are probably worse than lawyers these days.
@Joey Aragon,
DeleteFor sure. I think we can all agree, despite our various ages, countries or lifestyles that we live, that there is more and more to be desired out of life even compared to former times, and that we can see that things [especially people] just don't "deliver" anymore. Even to be able to tolerate the beatings of this realm, we need outlets and life events or circumstances that allow us to recharge our batteries enough to face the world over and over again and again. Now, there are really no outlets except indoors entertainment to get your mind off things.
Yea I'm not going to lie,
DeleteThe internet is my biggest outlet, even though it's not ideal.
I just don't have anything around me I'd want to spend time with,
The only 'real' activities I like are gardening, cooking, & wood working.
I also live in a place with bad weather that's dangerous- so strolls are uncomfortable.
On some level, I appreciate the internet for that, but I also realize it's making me not experience my real life. At some point, maybe I would get so uncomfortable, and bored, that it would push me into engaging with the outside world and being creative to find something I enjoy. I'm not the only one absorbed by technology though, so even if I did do this, likely I most people my age will still be inside dillydallying with their technology all day as well.
Also, isn't it telling how the scde rate is higher now, than in WW2?!
In 1944 it was 5 in 100,000, in 2022 it is 14 in 100,000
And people are still acting like things are better now............
Yes, there really is an air of everything degrading, even now that I was outside, I observed how humans of the worst quality are reproducing and how enslaved they are, it is simply a continuation of the wheel turning with nothing new, and the few healthy people completely enslaved to these beings.
ReplyDelete@blood, It's really really bad right now... And the thing is, there are very few people anyone can find or rely on that has integrity who is also honest that can be trusted. So the thing is social fabric of society can only further disintegrate from here on.
DeleteThe West is totally done for, and the Human species itself... This will become evident very soon, and coupled with the fact that no matter how many videos or educational series are used to educate anyone about problems, that the problems yet continue to worsen.
Good men have vigor and passion, and above all honor. The number of these men have been declining throughout history. They are actively sought out and eliminated or ruined. They don't belong in this realm, because it is they who will destroy it. Which is why you and others alike are reaching their breaking point, as there is simply nothing that can be done, because we are outnumbered. And you have realized your efforts are meaningless, as the world cannot be saved, and people will scoff at the truth and continually participate in their perpetual suffering.
ReplyDeleteSo we are left in this desolate wasteland, patiently waiting for our exit, as we watch the world we are surrounded in, crumble, and proceed in the execution of its vile processes.
Take comfort in the fact, that you have separated yourself from the masses and the fact that you are separate, and have acknowledged the cycle of reincarnation and other feats of forbidden knowledge that allow us to somewhat disect this flawed reality and minimize our suffering.
I am grateful to have discovered this blog, and we have all come a long way despite not getting anywhere at all. It is only a matter of time before it is over. Eventually, we'll all get to say it's been a hell of a ride and leave this world behind.
Thanks to Prussian, Joey Aragon, Blood, Someone88, Eike, and others.
Good men, good souls, above all else.
@John Eston
DeleteExcellent Comment! Well put, and yeah if you notice, you rarely see themes of Passion and Honor in Modern Society, except for inside of "Movies" where the NPC's live through their "fantasies" of times when and where it used to exist. Only now relegated to their dull and pathetic, listless lifestyles where they are expected to act like a "robot".
It's crazy that people who have our views are such a minority now, and how taboo all of these subjects are. But it really does put into perspective how far away we are living from the way things used to be.
So the fact that we've all found each other on here like we have, even the few of us, it's quite something. You'd think there'd be thousands and MILLIONS who defend us and are behind us, but they aren't, because they are NPC's...
If I were Jordan Peterson, Andrew Tate, or Elon Musk on the other hand...
John, great comment. I appreciate your thoughts. I guess we just have to make the most of this situation.
DeleteThe lack of honor is what really bothers me the most. People just lack integrity these days. And, I don't feel the need to ever share my plans with anyone these days, as they tend to foil my plans with bad thoughts.
The future definitely not looking great, that is for sure.