A Religious Loser Who Is Finally Realizing Life Is A Joke
The only question is, when this guy would ever come to realize that his own "Religion" and the "God" he follows, is leading to his demise.
I wouldn't call this guy a Loser, if he did not fall for stupid religious dogma and semen-retention, because he has formed his own little prison for himself by holding to these ideas.
Look, I have known a lot of people who have "Prayed to Jesus" or "God", who have also been struck with very bad luck, the more they have done it, recognizing a pattern where they began Praying to God to only have worse things happen in their life.
The "Spiritual Attacks" he talks about, is actually the Demiurge and its "Agents" responding to his prayers.
At what point do you come to recognize that there is no way you can somehow become "Closer to God"!?
Or to realize that the Universe was not created by God!?
This Individual, however, is realizing something concrete...
The fact however, is that he is realizing that this world is not fit for "REAL" people, and how the systems in place including Nature itself, are working harder to destroy you and anything you try to build.
In addition to that, both Nature and the Institutions that run the Systems in this world, DO NOT pay heed to any Human Desires or Want. It is only concerned with Reproduction, Survival and Money Making, but Money Making for the NPC's and Parasites.
Like I said also, I'm even only "moments" away from permanently checking out from this place.
I really cannot see how much longer I can tolerate than another year of this shit existence.
I'm really through with it, especially once this year is well behind us, I am pretty much not interested at all in anything that comes after.
Keep in mind that even this guy here, is very young, and he along with many other people in their Teens and Twenties are already getting fed up with life, even when their life has hardly yet "started".
But I don't blame them for that, because the fact is they are realizing something, and it's the fact that Life is not delivering for them whatsoever.
Life is not even permitting them to get an "upper footing" on building their life whatsoever, and especially not helpful at all is how the Boomers robbed them of all their wealth or abilities to make anything, anyway, and sold their futures and rights out to foreigners.
This is why I keep suggesting, forget about "making" something of yourself in this life, especially in times now and going forward, it's not worth it. It's not worth it to build much of anything here, and to do anything to gain social currency or even "money".
The world ONLY delivers you trouble now, for making any efforts. This reality will become MORE as the Status Quo, in fact, as Artificial Intelligence takes over more and more over Human life and activities.
The Gaslighting that Boomers have used to try to suggest others that they just feel "too entitled" or expect "quick results" or are not "trying hard enough", is falling on deaf ears.
Especially when you see how the Boomers are getting everything, while needing to do nothing, but the system allows them to have their own little "Empires", it makes no sense.
Honestly I really despise this world, and while I always have hated it since birth, I really absolutely hate it and believe the whole Universe needs to be burned to a crisp.
Even Scott Peck admitted that "life is difficult"...
ReplyDeleteYou are correct here.
Probably better to just play it out, though. Get close to some good people to cut down expenses. Find work that you can enjoy and get paid for. And have something that is not good for you (coffee or beer), once in a while to get through this fucked up world.
@Joey Aragon, Yeah, that will only last for so long... Trust me. Wait until we get through this year, I'm sure you'll even become more tired of this place.
DeleteI can't even put into words how tired I am of this place, and I'm long past the point where I can only medicate to bear the passing time.
Man... this just shows what this world has come to. What do u use to medicate? I've been looking for something that doesn't cause liver damage or suppress your libido or body outside of stress.
DeleteOne of my relatives admitted to contemplating suic*de at a young age because this existence is pointless. This person is now Christian, unfortunately.
ReplyDeleteAs the day passes, I start to get more disgusted by Christians and their religion. How they don't see this existence is slavery? I'm pretty sure they know but they would never ever, not even in a million years, blame god for this existence. Remember, god made everything perfect ... No, he absolutely didn't. I would believe the devil actually created the world, but god did according to them. Both are the same entity after all but they don't know this. Also I sure this people want Goatis dead.
It's impossible to have a relationship with god. They are schizophrenic.
@nothingiserious, It's actually quite normal to have suicidal tendencies even early on.
DeleteThe thing is, Real Humans, if/once they are born into this existence, automatically find this place to not be "Home" and they end up feeling Spiritually Homeless for a lifetime.
And it will always be this way, no matter what you achieve here, there is something that will never sit right with you in living in this place, and a nagging feeling like we don't belong here.
For NPC's, they love this place, and they are completely embracing of it, so much, that they want to bring children into this world too, giving them the "gift of life".
There is actually something "majorly" involved with Christianity or even Christian Influences somehow working their way into someone's life when they either attempt suicide or have something major happen to them.
My whole life has been nothing but non-stop gangstalking by Christians.
I have had Christians haunt me everywhere in my life, even wanting to buy me "Free Beers" all to spread the Gospel of the "lord" to me.
Gospel = God's Spell, where the word comes from, it means putting someone under the "God Spell".
I've had Christians who "spy" on me where I shop or eat, or study me and know something about me and will try to randomly find me somewhere with something they I know I "do" or am into, only so they can appeal to me and try to indoctrinate me.
They do this to establish a sense of comfort in familiarity with their agendas, with things that are too specific that there is no way anybody would do such things.
I am under constant assault by Christians, of all types. There are Many Christian groups which are funded by variouses Houses in England, along with factions tied in with the Vatican.
And the ones I've been stalked by, know almost everything about me even though I have never told them anything, and they are complete strangers.
Ironically, the idea of leaving this life seems freeing and exciting at times, even though I feel doubt and fear around it. Ironically, one of my greatest fears around it is being reborn lol, and in a worse body or circumstance. Yea if you look at a lot of christian conversion videos, the people always have some sort of trauma, and then have a dream or vision where 'god' / 'jesus' saves them...
DeletePSA, so are you believing that we were "trapped" into this place?
Delete@Joey Aragon, Yes 100% I know for certain we are trapped in this place. Even my out of body experiences have confirmed it. Everything really changed for me especially since the time of my first NDE or "Near Death Experience". My life has never been the same here, and I began to experience other things outside of this place. Everything we are subjected to here is a joke.
DeleteEven the "languages" we need to speak, is all primitive design and unnecessary. Ever wonder why the controllers of this realm are even willing to release physical [material] versions of technology that you will be able to use your thoughts to control devices or create things!?
They are showing us a simulated versions of abilities we have, if we were not locked into a Matrix, but the Matrix rules mean that if you are to do something that seems "extraordinary" or what seems to be like "magic", then a physical technology device needs to be used in its place for it to happen.
Thanks for the reply, PSA. I am thinking the same. Something happened, where we were manipulated to believe this place needed us or that it would be "fun". Those mutherfuckers set us up, like a bowling pin, didn't they? At least some of us are fighting back, PSA. I know there is NO WAY I am coming back here. I am confident in this because I will not consent to any memory wipe.
Delete@Joey Aragon, I'll tell you something...
DeleteLong before I ever read into anything about this existence, I have had constant "Flashbacks" and also Time Warps back to when I was told that I would be needed to be part of a "program" to rescue the Earth. What's questionable is if these Flashbacks were to every Reincarnation or just the last one, but I have had these flashbacks constantly throughout my life, even as recent as last year.
What I have remembered about the times in this state of consciousness, is just like when you are dreaming, you also are in a very different consciousness mindset because of how the environment is manipulated once you escape this place through your death.
Nevertheless, there is growing evidence to the fact that there is something disrupted with their ability or desire to reincarnate Humans to this Earth, because of the fact that there are almost no new reincarnations.
@PSA Aren't you close to retirement? I was wondering if, you've made it this far maybe it would be 'worth it' to hold out? Even though, I realize that idea must feel stiffiling since it draws out ur pain.
ReplyDeleteBut, Yes, yes, and yes!
Thanks to pages like yours and G, and people in the comments too, plus just my life experience, I have settled with a career that pays about 35-45K, and I'm ok with that. My relatives keep pushing me to do nursing school(which I already dropped out of due to stress which gave me chronic Telegon efflevium. People have NO idea how STRESSFUL it is. And I'm already so fing exhausted with life, another 4 years of school and a high-stress career is NOT what I want.
Secondly, very interesting that you mention people having worse luck when they get religious, and it being the 'demiguire' or agents responding to their prayers. Is this because the religion makes you more 'vulnerable' to attacks mentality, or is it because it makes you act in a certain way that sends a signal to their 'agents' to target you? Why would the demiguire want to target their own followers who are often very mentally enslaved already, unless that is the point of this whole thing?? I notice many people who get very religious often became that way because of trauma.
@T345, I'm Semi-retired. But what would be worth it to hold out for? The problem is life itself is more and more burdensome with every passing year. I also loathe dealing with this society.
DeleteI'm also sick and tired of dealing with things like constant repairs, new complications because some part is no longer made, constant consequences of bad weather, especially during the winter and any new challenge that puts more of a bearing load on me already.
Trust me, once you reach mid-life you'll understand more and more why you begin to despise life, even if you have other things that work well for you, after 40 life immediately begins to become pointless and you get sick of the routines and the same bullshit year after year, and now to deal with more and more of people's bullshit.
As far as the "Demiurge", it's important to take notice to who is suggesting you need to pray more often, and who suggests that God has "blessed" them with everything, and claims that when they pray to God, that God "answers".
How is it, that there are a certain faction of people who claim that the closer they got to "God" and pray to him, that they have been given everything they "asked for", while everyday Humans who do the same, find their life was better before they turned to God and before they started praying!?
Clearly, there is something MUCH MORE going on here.
@PSA Idk.... At least if ur going to leave, leave surrounded by good weather and food, and enjoy the fruit of ur labor after all these years. Maybe at this point in ur life, ur 'purpose' could be splurging in it's 'pleasures'. I don't think I'd say hold out if you were 30-40 and had 20-30 years left working, hell no. But since your already here, and retirement gives you money without having to work, I feel like you can use it for ur own good. Where u live sounds like sht, and it sounds like you've lived there for many years- that's gotta wear you down, so changing that might already upgrade your life in some way.
DeleteI realize you'll encounter problems with America....
and I know this would take energy and effort, but living in some cheap tropical country or a Mediterranean country for a few months a year could be worth it......even brazil supposedly has a german enclave if you want, although I don't know if I'd have high standards for anyone anywhere- except for safety. Just...anything pleasurable or that you like in this existence.
But yea, it's all up to you at the end of the day. And it sucks that people have to spend so much time and energy even for the bare minimum.
@PSA I always notice that the types of people who say god answered their prayers or is speaking to them tend to be the most fake cookie cutter ones, with fake white teeth and basic vibes, like the girl you posted in the past. It's kind of ironic because part of me has a hard time believing their God's most devote servants. I was extremely religious once and god never gave me a sign, and not that it's a competition but I think I was more by the book and intensely into it than a lot of the basic christian girls, but no sign ever.
Delete@T345, Yeah that was going to be my next point about the types who talk about how God has "blessed them" and given them everything by praying / talking to God, they have always been the most fake, hypocritical and horrible people that seem to have this happen too. I simply believe they obtained what they had through deception, but if there is this God that is "dishing" these things out to them while punishing the others, they are clearly Dark Agents for this God.
DeleteThere is no possible way anything can be otherwise.
Even just the thought, how can one get closer to God, or talk to God, or hear God speaking to them!? There is no possible way!
If anything, these are Narcissistic thoughts and Schizophrenia which is at play!
@PSA Wait.... if that is true ..... this just triple confirms these fake cookie cutter types, who I also see in high positions of power often, are the exact types who serve as 'agents'.....
DeleteUnless like ur saying their lying or schizo.... which is also not a great person but... I feel like some of them must be getting these messages as you say, and even if they aren't those types still seem to be being inclined to say that they get that message.....
Intersting
@T345, Well, when you think deeply and hard about it, even going many years past, when is the last time you have ever remembered a decent person who was also highly competent in any position of power!? Chances are, you haven't.
DeleteWhile Power Structures have always been subject to being taken over by the most unscrupulous factions, by the time the 1980's arrived, nearly all industries and areas of public life had already been taken over by less and less desirable Leadership and Management. It's not just in Government, but Government, Education, Finance and Religion are always the key areas they love control.
The thing that irks me the most as I have passed middle age, is how people still try to scam me!
ReplyDeleteHappens a lot.
I just give this this "look" most of the time. A look like "wtf is wrong with you"....I can get very aggressive at times, and don't take kindly to predatory types anymore, especially those trying to get to my money. Even homeless people, who I supported in the past, are no longer welcome in my world...I have seen many of them scam and take the money to buy alcohol. I am not contributing to their demise via drugs anymore. And I do think most homeless are NPC as well.
The majority of 'humanity' now days are absolute trash, they should be turned into fertilizer....I can't believe how many of these fucking NPCs constantly lie, try to manipulate and take advantage of others.
DeleteThe only thing that would ever make me really happy is to see the day that comes for when these NPC's are forced to deal with the harsh reality that they deserve to happen to them, and to make them suffer with as much torment as possible. I'm also sick and tired of the weaklings who don't wish evil upon their own worst enemies. They are also other "players" for the Demiurge, playing on another narrative or role in order to keep Evil on top at all times.
DeleteWithout a doubt, the majority of NPC are Christians. I was into that religion for about 3-5 years in my early 20s and was raised Catholic.
ReplyDeleteThat is the thing...Catholics at the top of the pyramid work with Protestants at the top of the pyramid, to screw us out of our lives and money. How it works is if you are born Catholic, but feel that there is something wrong with Catholics (and there is), then you have another options of going Protestant and being "born again". They trap you and give you options, to keep in in their game. And vice-versa, with Protestants moving into Catholic. And then you have the super cults, like Mormons, and J. Witness, and 7th Day A, on and on. We have options for you. And you just have not found the one religion that is for you.
And the game never ends until you say these magic words: NO.
Christianity is a bland religion and lead to dissociation but I don't believe they are npc. I mean I have an italian christian friend on telegram which i say to him very disturbing or beautiful things and he seems like completely unresponsive and totaly dull. In the sense he respond to me but always stuff like just try to be happy or growth like normal children do
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