An NPC Who realizes she is in the Matrix and that Life Is Only Pain and Makes No Sense
The videos are hard to argue with. Her points are valid, and also the fact that nothing in this world makes any sense. At least on the surface level.
But even the connections you see that other people make, especially nowadays, also make no sense, in terms of friendships, relationships and marriages, etc.
People these days, want to marry and create children with people of different race, who don't even look or think like them, who have nothing in common with them and don't even have a similar mindset or spirit.
And at the same time, most people are completely appalled from the idea of creating connections or friendships and relationships on the basis of similar interests or taste in music, fashion or hobbies, and like mindset and spirit. It becomes like a "repulsive" force to them, even though it's actually the only thing that can give you a true sense of content, of feeling belonging and having resonance in this existence, when you meet others who are like you. Instead, people seek to find the "opposite" or someone who just is completely different.
The fact that all the parasites and losers of the world who are even incompetent, are the ones with all the Money, Power and Glory and receive all the respect and worship of others, makes no sense, when it should be people who have real merit and earned it.
Parasitism is increasingly dominating our realm, not just in the Human types, but also on every level of lifeforms, the parasites are attacking and reducing the species levels of all kinds of other species of life.
This doesn't make any sense on a practical level, not even for Nature, if Nature in any way has a desire to promote Life or Creation on any real or sustainable level.
The fact for example, that Humans prefer everything that is false and a lie automatically over someone or something that is real and authentic.
If you really think deeply about it and understand the mechanisms of the Sun and Seasons, you also would realize there is no true purpose behind the Seasons either. All of it exists as part of a program script.
It also doesn't make sense that Destruction is a more powerful force than Creation, and also the fact that the Creation process in this realm depends on Destruction, hence "Creative Destruction".
Another thing that really makes no sense to me and really irritates me, is how people on TikTok and YouTube create videos with voices that do not match them or their gender, and involve or integrate all kinds of themes, music, values or notions that are completely jarring and do not "mesh" well together and try to pass it off.
In terms of whether one is programmed or a result entirely by their environment, it's kind of partial, but it functions different in a Non-NPC.
Non-NPC's do have levels of resilience to some degree even from abuse or trauma, or from existing in a bad environment, but only to a degree. Whereas NPC's form identities based on their abuse, trauma or environment exclusively.
But as such, no being has absolutely true "Free Will" in this realm, but rather only a selection of choices they can freely select that are offered to them.
However, even the Pain or Emotions that NPC's experience, are also simulated. Therefore, they do not have a lasting effect on the person in a meaningful way (better or worse).
Real Humans respond positively to pain relief that someone else assists them with, whereas NPC's seek to share their pain and inflict it on others who are innocent for revenge.
A Human who is pure, can never identify with pain and cannot stand to endure it, even just the faint reminders of it. But the NPC is always about identifying with their pain, and trying to find purpose or peace within their pain. In fact, when you hear people who speak of finding purpose or meaning in their pain or believing it builds character, that is a SUREFIRE attribute to indicate to you that they are an NPC, if no other obvious signs are witnessed!
This existence is entirely based primarily on Pain, Stress, Suffering and even Boredom! With very little pleasure.
In fact, even if you are not under Stress or Suffering with Pain and Problems, did you know that Boredom also has equally the same level of damage and impact on your Body, Mind and Health as Stress?
Boredom will lead you down a path of poor health, and also high cortisol levels.
So you are even forced to always be activate or entertained in some sort of a way in this existence, and cannot just shut things "down" to really take a break at your own will or leisure.
That all the more proves, how much this existence is a slave matrix.
On the biological level, All Humans were put here for the sole purposes of reproduction.
Nature is operated by Artificial Intelligence and highly sophisticated computers just outside of our dimension that you cannot see or detect with your own senses, and it's for this reason that Nature has no regard for your wants and desires here, but only sees to it that you reproduce, and that's a major problem.
Thanks for the post.
ReplyDeleteMarriage is probably the biggest trap out there, especially for a man. And to marry outside of your culture is stupid, and will likely lead to a failed marriage. How many marriage fail anyway? On paper, it is well over half, I know that. But out of the other half, how many really enjoy their marriage and are living the good life, because of marriage?
My guess is that about 1-2% of marriage in the United States are good. The others have failed or are about to fail. When men hit the age where they lose their utility, women don't want any part of it. I knew a doctor that recently retired at 70 and after 45 years of marriage, his wife "suddenly" wanted a divorce. I guess his utility was no longer to her standards and it was time for her to cash out.
I also agree with you on boredom. What has worked for me is taking frequent trips to my local park and doing about 2-7 miles of walking. I also like to take trips back to the East Coast a few times a year, or to the beach in Southern California.
I am also finding sex to really be boring lately. Women are so annoying, and lack passion these days. It gets worse as you age, too. I had my "fun" when I was in the "non NPC" era of the late 1980s and early 1990s. Most of the 1990s were fun. Even in the 2000s, it was good. Maybe because I was young and full of energy. But,, as I approach my 60s, I don't care for sex much anymore. It is a trap, and it can be dangerous, because I still remember where babies come from.
Anyway, we all just need to keep a level head as we navigate through the land mines of this Matrix. Staying away from institutions like religion, marriage, and government, has been the move that has helped me the most. And, staying away from people that are following the script. These people are a pain, because they are always looking to throw scenarios at me that are not in my best interest. No more of these people in my life.
@Joey Aragon,
DeleteYes, the worst thing is for a Man to get married for any reason, even if it seems logical or practical, or to gain citizenship. It really does ruin everything, particularly because of the level of "Idealism" that occurs behind it in a Woman's mind.
Most Women routinely compare and contrast notes with other Women about what their Men / Husbands do or don't do for them, and constantly suggest if a girl can do a "lot better" than him and even suggest to divorce or dump guys.
Yeah Man, good sex is almost nowhere to be found nowadays, or at least only in certain parts of the world. In the West, it's almost completely gone, but Greeks still know how to make love. But for the rest of Europeans, even Italians, it's not what it used to be. Sex is really almost all about power, control and validation now, especially from the standpoint of Women. Pleasure is the last thing on their mind, and Simp culture has made it so that they think they are too important to even please a guy in the bedroom or explore kinks.
That's really the simple reason why they are so boring. A lot of them are also confused with all sorts of head issues as well, and don't understand intimacy, or how to establish intimacy, and the consequence of having a lot of sexual partners will make someone become allergic to intimacy.
I can't tell you how many girls I've met in recent years who have done one thing or another to completely "sour the mood" because of immaturity issues or other head complexes, or because they don't even know how to be submissive or proper in the bedroom. That's how bad it is now. It's why prostitution is in high demand.
What is also eye opening from these videos is that as a woman, she has received preferential treatment her entire life.
ReplyDeleteWomen should never complain, as they are the elite class. Thanks to men that White Knight and simp for them all day.
@Joey Aragon, What I believe is happening and what she is voicing, is her coming down from her parachute back to Earth. This is likely going to be a theme we see more and more with a lot of Women, because Women are increasingly being forced to live within reality and within natural laws, without Men giving them Elevation, including financial support and excessive redundant protections. Many Women still have no clue how bad and hard it will get for them, as they recognize the stuff Men have to put up with every single day and yet they bully Men constantly and blame Men for everything and use Men as their punching bags.
DeleteHow can you tell that she's an NPC despite her coming to these conclusions?
ReplyDeleteI also remember you mentioning jordan peterson was an npc, and I wondered how you specifically distinguish people like that. I see a pattern in some of the people you call npcs, even despite them being unique or coming to unique conclusions it's as if there's some a certain linear thought pattern.... I really can't describe the feeling I'm picking up right now, so I'm curious as to what you pick up
Also, I had a question about observing your thoughts happen.
I've heard of this and tried to do it on myself but I have a hard time with it, almost like I can't see myself seperate from my thoughts.... was wondering if I'm not thinking about it right
@T345, Her Mannerisms and difficulty approaching things on a certain level and a review of her interests and behavior are very indicative of NPC behavior. I look at a lot of clues for it if I don't see it in the eyes or mouth / tongue right away, or hear it from vocal expressions or the way they use or form words.
DeleteThere are very few people in the world right now anywhere who aren't NPC's, I mean they are pretty much rarer than Gold.
The thing with NPC's is that, they are never of a whole or true identity and even their Masculine or Feminine traits are not anchored or comfortable.
In the case where you might find an NPC or being who does not exhibit linear thought processes, what I pay attention to is whether or not they attribute dialogue and closure to all the topics they bounce around on. Otherwise, it's a sign of not only an NPC but someone who likely suffers from schizophrenia or bi-polar, or some other type of pathological disorder and is highly lacking in empathy. I encounter such types very often in public, and they naturally tend to take interest in me, unfortunately.
Linear thought processes are not "always" a bad thing, I mean they do serve a certain purpose or time or place and what have you. But the problem is when the Linear thought machinations do not involve someone who has a Macro worldview of their life, along with the past and the future in retrospect to their present situation.
People who have arbitrary thinking can live in the Present, Future and even the Past, all at the same time, as impossible as it sounds, but they can have a life that is geared towards a certain orientation.
This type of orientation means that, they can perceive how something will end up, and that they would tend to not forget past experiences, including negative events.
NPC's routinely overlook negative events to only repeat it over and over, kind of like how a drunk will say "this is the last time I am EVER drinking..." from a really bad hangover, but they still go out and do it again the next friday.
Due to this often Linear thinking in NPC's, you cannot really have a connection with them, because they only live in the present, and the only thing that is important to them is either their feelings or reality that is occurring to them in the present. Nothing else. It's as if nothing else exists to them, including people.
People who are not NPC's, always have a very keen understanding of who they are and why they feel or know things the way they do, and they are always like this even from the earliest of age.
@PSA, can you recognise a NPC solely through the eyes? i feel like I am able to sense if the person I am looking at has a soul or not, just by looking at their eyes. And these "soulful" Humans are very rare, and almost non-existent the older they get, where it seems like they are just rotten flesh dead humanoids with dead NPC eyes. Especially referring to the people living in cities.
Delete@nyjord, Yes I am very well skilled on it. Some of the means you can tell are simply visual aspects based on their genetics, but you also have to have advanced psychic vision as well, because there is also an energetic field or "fog" as I call it that emenates from eyes of NPC's and even Demonic Humans, but with the NPC's almost more like just empty or "dead".
DeleteSome of the visual features though vary by the race. For example with Mediterraneans and those with darker features, they have glossy looking eyes usually however I've seen it with some Nordic types as well and Ashkenazis, but always be wary of eyes that seem to have an abnormal glossy or marble appearance, or if the retina is unusually round or has a "beady" complexion, common with Sephardics and also Mediterraneans in general.
There are other features to look for too, such as someone who blinks too often, or hardly ever blinks. Both are signs of psychopathy and very predatory traits.
For example, take a look at this Sephardic Specimen, and no less named "Rachel". You will notice she has both beady eyes, and is cosntantly blinking her eyes, which is not normal:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwBX3yQyB6I
@PSA, I know exactly what you mean. I feel like I can recognise the dead souls from the "alive" ones quite easily as well through the eyes.
DeleteHahaha this "Rachel". She looks normally abnormal, as most of the NPCs, and you can instantly see that there is something off with her face and mimics; it barely feels human for me.
@nyjord, For certain. The most foolproof sign is always the lip-licking or lip-flopping they do, especially mid-conversation, but I have known some for months until I ever see them do it. Some of the other traits I look for are hard to describe but based on their energy signature, also with the lip and mouth movement or the way they speak, if it seems extremely mechanical or robotic. In their presence, you will often feel either empty or sometimes negative energies radiating from them, if you are sensitive to it.
DeleteProstitutes are cleaning up these days. I look at these escort websites, and see about a 100-200% mark up in their services, from even 5 years ago. Simps and pussy hungry men will just pay for those chemicals and for the sex validation they will get from a hooker. Very sad times for sex in this world. Porn also has a lot to do with this, as porn has totally warped what good sex really is. They are mentally ill people having sex on camera. Bunch of cowards and ugly on the inside and outside. I remember a man that I played poker once, and he did camera work for porn, and he used to laugh his ass off at all of the makeup these bitches would put on. :))).
ReplyDelete