I really am so glad I never had Baby Rabies

And so much so, that I can't even really empathize with how this feeling or "bug" must be for them, but I would only think that it ever comes close to my obsession with HiFi Equipment.

There is a big factor of "FOMO" associated with not having certain equipment that I have a fever over, and it becomes all-consuming, every day, and then I want to get more.

It seems that people who want to have children and are obsessed with it are this way.

For example, I've seen some of the most disgusting behaviors from a family member in recent years who is in her 30's and had her first child.

I have seen however how she has become and changed into an even more horrible person.

She was horrible before but now she is an ultimate shitshow.

Lying about regrets of having her first child by realizing that AI means their child likely will never be able to get a job and arguing about whether or not they will send the child to college someday.

Only to decide on having another child, and I can't remember if I posted this the last time but I recently learned that she is also seeing herself in competition with another distant family member who also had their first child around the same time and that also made her decide to have the second child and now that other family member also had a second child and she is now FURIOUS.

I just want you all to know that this is really what goes on in modern families.

I am so glad I never have experienced the feeling of missing out like a lot of people wonder about if they don't have children.

I worry much more about my ears not being serenaded enough by good equipment playing mo favorite music and missing out as many moments possible to listen.

I sometimes go days, weeks, months reading up on and deciding on equipment probably in the same way Women obsessed with having children look up baby pictures all the time.

Having children also doesn't really make sense from a super logical perspective because you die and eventually they die, and so you are sacrificing yourself and your identity to support and build them.

It's a major sacrifice taking care of another person.

If I had baby rabies and never had children, I'd probably even despise life, far, far more than I do as it is.