Random Ramblings About People I Know Who've Had Children In Last 3 Years
I thought I'd post this since Anti-Natalist stuff is on my mind more and more obsessively than ever, and also with adjusting the so-called "ambitions" of any kind with this blog and the forum to come...
But as I've mentioned, all the people I've known who've had these children have become much more miserable and detached from life and their own lives and other's lives in general since they've had their children.
The one guy I mentioned about who used to hang out on his porch and smoke cigarettes in the morning and chat with me, I hardly ever see him, he no longer sits outside or spends much time outside or doing anything, and just the other day when I happened to be walking in his neighborhood, down the street, I heard this OUTRAGEOUS screaming and also banging on doors.
From a distance, it almost sounded like someone was trying to break down someone's window to enter their house.
As I approached closer, and I DID NOT in the least suspect it was coming from that guy's house, or even being his child, as soon as I walked by, I saw his child ferociously banging on the front door glass and screaming outrageously and it spooked me, even looking at the kid he did not looked normal, had also some very horrific aggression coming from him, then I heard his mother from indoors screaming at him to stop but it all just kept going on and on and on anyways the whole time as I continued walking by.
I'll be honest, the noise that kid was making was actually almost horrific, very disturbing, and I was totally horrified that it was coming from that guy's house.
The other couple I know of, their "daughter" has developed a severe aversion to Men of any kind, and basically spend their lives apologizing or trying to "mitigate" problems every time their daughter encounters Men anywhere they go.
These are the stark realities of having "children" that nobody wants to talk about, or they play it off as if it's just no big deal.
This is horrifying information...
ReplyDeleteFriday the 13th horror type stuff.
And you can to remember that these people have no support group, no extended family to lean on for wisdom or support.
@Joey Aragon,
DeleteI kid you not, I felt shocked when I heard the noises because I thought someone was really getting burglarized. The sound was so loud, I can't believe the glass did not break. The kid is a 3 year old.
I had to assume either the father was not home or was downstairs playing video games, because someone else told me a long time ago that ever since he had the child, he not only does not come out or associate with others much, but that he spends most of his time now only playing video games in the basement.
He must be coping emotionally then - coping very hard. It’s time for him to leave that basement and teach mommy and child a lesson - correct them (Shining).
DeleteAnd this is another thing Goatis needs to learn to accept, in our slave world, it isn’t really feasible to do these natural things such as having children and also provide them a good life, if Goatis read this post, he would say that the kid is not being fed raw meat which is why they were screaming and banging at the door and that a natural child would not do that. But he can’t accept that it is expensive in the system to constantly feed your children raw meat and raw organs and also to care, house and make sure they don’t get negatively influenced by the media. And it’s not cheap at all like he says it is. We do not live in the most ideal conditions and it’s important to take that into account and to even use unnatural means of curing certain illnesses and problems.
ReplyDeleteI guarantee you if Goatis ran off into the wilderness to live naturally, he would seriously reconsider it and severely regret it. And would realise someone (especially someone as aware and smart as he is) will find out how unfulfilling it is to have kids, unless his hormones blind him and make him see otherwise
@zikeKEK,
DeleteI suppose the main thing I would pose to Goatis in the full legitimate argument over a Pro-Natalist stance, is the great responsibility and sacrifice required to raise children, which in turn will only have an end one day in their own funeral as well as ours. And that if they are expected to make the same sacrifice and responsibility to raise a next generation of children, that all the work done to give the child everything for a fulfilling or happy life will also be lost in the process once they reach adulthood and have children of their own anyway.
The trauma cycle just keeps continuing.
Once we stop and think about what all of this means, and the fact that it really is all meaningless, it really gets hard to justify the idea of ever having / bringing children in this world.
The other thing most parents are unaware of or never give much thought about until it's too late or where new challenges are introduced into the family, is the fact that ALL trauma and hardships that someone has been through is stored in genetic DNA memory.
That means that it will inevitably be passed down to the children, and so the children will be likely to suffer the same fate from some ill affliction, if even not a disease, just a family curse of some sort, or a predisposition to depression or anxiety, etc.
Not that anyone else can't become "depressed" or "anxiety", but for example let's say a child who is born into a family that has a history of poverty, strife, comes from a war-torn country that has been dealt nothing but hardships and struggle beyond what most people endure, the trauma of this will absolutely be imprinted on the children, and it will mean even if they move to another country, they will be afflicted with the problems, trauma and stress their ancestors experienced that might forever hold them back from living a different way or adapting themselves in a manner to something productive or away from that.
If I had children, I know they would suffer from everything I also suffer from, including gang-stalking, being isolated and constantly made the butt of jokes, and also not being able to integrate into society. And that is one of the worst forms of torture I could put living beings through, and just expect them to somehow "make it work" or "figure it out".
But that's how most parents are in reality with the idea and attitude towards the children they have.
One day I'll bet you, if even privately, Goatis may admit it all was never worth it.
You lose your own sense of peace and identity when you have children, even in the best case scenario if everything went well.
@zikeKEK,
DeleteOn the note of something like "Poverty" for example, let's say it runs in a family for some reason or another. Unspoken attributes about our birth origins are not told, expressed or known, but someone can potentially be born into a family that is cursed / destined for Poverty, even if one of their progeny lucks out to escape it. What this means is they can be more prone to falling back into it, or that their next generation very well can, because typically, Wealth and Security is transferred down through Dynasties and Families who are given a special birth right in this world which are endorsed by the systems we live under, and other families who may not realize that they are not endorsed by the system and therefore may be subject to tragedies. These things are real things, so even someone who lucks out by achieving or breaking out from former family trends, is still an "anomaly" both in the system and in the genetic memory of his Ancestral lineage.
Not only does the Matrix typically target those people to fall back into problems, but the short-lived victory usually wears off or never leaves a real footprint for the family's legacy in any meaningful form.
This is something most families never think about when having children.
Yes, what you described with the social issua is unfortunately a reality that has also afflicted my dad, & his dad, & myself very strongly. It might be slightly different than in your case, but it sounds like a similar struggle. But yea, calling it torture or a curse is not even an understatement. I think it does ruins your life, especially when you live around people who are wired not to be receptive to your kind.
DeleteI actually found a book in my dad's room called "Beyond ethnic loneliness". I was actually surprised, seeing that my dad is atleast somewhat aware of this. A quote on the first page of the book for example is, "Before reading this book, I had never thought to give myself permission to connect my ethnicity with loneliness".
I am actually surprised that this is not a more talked about thing with Germans.
There are a lot of ethnic germans in the US, and I'm curious how many more of them have this problem- because it does seem to afflict certain people more than others, even if they are both German.
even my old therapist for example is ethnically half german, which is even more than me, but I get the impression that she has been better received & adapted better to life more... not sure.
But yea, seriously people need to take more seriously who they have children with...
I am actually surprised my dad even accepted marrying someone so different to him(my non-bio mother is ethnically sicilian), she proposed to him because he was about to be deported, and they are like oil & water personalities. I really don't get along with her either which I think has to do with this. Like seriously dude, you grew up with all these identity issues and not belonging & you choose to add this btch into the mix?! How was that supposed to go well!!!
Thankfully I'm not related to ehr tho
@T345,
DeleteIt's very true... And in fact, this is why the "Elite" study VERY hard into the family history, blood types and relatives with one another, because they want to "preserve" their legacies consistently for centuries to come, which also includes their ability for their Dynasties or Clans to "rule" or if even have affluence and power to any degree. Many times, these types of families require records of at least 4 centuries back of the family tree to trace and know their ancestors and what they did for professions, where they lived and so forth.
I've studied the issues as far as anyone who proverbially "beats the matrix" by a streak of luck if they came from hardship, and for example, one thing I can state to be true from my discoveries, even though the machinations are extremely difficult to fully explain or articulate, but if someone grew up in poverty, their BEST chance at escaping poverty would be if they won the lottery, and I'm not saying because it would just be "easy money" because they earned it by luck, but the lottery is one of the few mechanisms by which the Matrix would not backpedal on them, compared to say a job opportunity they landed which gives 6 figures or more, or something else.
But as far as that individual setting up generational wealth for the next generation!? It's probably not too likely, and the thing is the children who still come from that bloodline will be targeted by the Matrix for the danger of poverty, even if one of the parents lucked out in life because they won the lottery or let's assume made it big on "Bitcoin" in its place, same thing.
>I am actually surprised that this is not a more talked about thing with Germans.<
To be honest, I think it has a lot to do with the conditioning of Germans since WWII ended, and the years of interrogation to anyone who "could be a Nazi" or "Nazi sympathizer".
This had a great level of distress and fear on the public, and today many Germans live in an Orphaned state.
If Germans today knew even HALF of what they ought to know about what's been done to our people or how dangerous Democracy really is, they would rail against it. But most Modern Germans are very Pro-Democracy.
Goatis already said in his Telegram videos that even if the world were at total war, he would still think about having children because that's what he feels and desires, and he's not going to repress it. To be fair, I understand that he projects his happiness from having children because he's with a good woman for him, and he feels that others can do it too if he could. Regarding the suffering they'll go through and everything else, he's mentioned that he lives in the present, period. He won't complicate his life thinking about the future; whatever happens, happens, because he says he only worries about what he can change.
DeleteI can understand what he explains about his body's biochemistry because I also eat many organs, and I've partly felt that way too, where the future doesn't matter, only the present does. I can understand why he sees all this that way.
And Goatis wouldn't answer you like that; he'd ask you first if you have children. And if your answer is negative, he would simply ignore you, because he has explained many times that without children, it is very difficult for someone to explain anything about the subject.
@blood,
Delete::sighs, I know right... I remember hearing him say that as well on that video, and sadly I think it's the hormones influencing him.
At best, the only way we really could ever present or challenge Goatis on this question are from his former videos where he discusses about how someone birthed here is a slave and how having more children brings more prisoners / more slaves.
Maybe the child is a distraction for him, I can't say for certain, but all I know is on a truly objective basis, that children don't actually bring happiness in and of themselves, plus the child has its own life to worry about including figuring out how to be happy in a place of suffering.
But yes of course, since he definitely doesn't think much of the future, tells us that he is very much living in the moment, so that also very well influences his current state on something, even this.
He definitely is right about the feelings you get when eating good organs or raw meat, for sure.
@blood,
DeleteActually, I think I've stated this before too, but if Goatis never talked about the Euphoria you get from eating the raw meat even organs, I probably would have never even attempted it to be honest, because initially when I discovered Goatis on the whole meat eating thing, it was more on the basis of just increasing overall meat intake, even if it was cooked while trying to get rid of vegetables and plant foods. That is what really sold me, and it's crazy to think, but here how I discovered him as a young guy who is telling me that naturally as we get older, that we have to eat more meat to maintain ourselves the same way, which was not something I really thought of at the time when I was contemplating how I'd continue living in the way I eat. But he confirmed it for me.
Crazy how it was destined that I discovered him!
And most importantly as I’ve said before, even the theoretical BEST life and BEST genetics does not justify having a child, being born is a punishment even if you are having constant joy
Delete@zikeKEK,
DeleteRight, exactly. You can even come from the best genetics, both in appearance and personality, and yet still life can be a burden or become a mess. A child with the best genetics may still not want to be in this world, they may despise this place because it's fake, and they have to deal with fake people all day long.
Even rich and very successful people, including people with great genetics all suffer too.
To some degree, sooner or later, they will suffer over something or another, even when someone they love dies.
@PSA
DeleteLet’s say for the sake of argument. We lived in a society entirely controlled by someone like yourself and every moment of the day was being surrounded by people exactly like you and everything flowed well and there was no “beating around the bush” when it came to anything and there was no vaccinated or any people influenced by Government propaganda and every moment was just pure bliss
It’s still not going to justify bringing children into this world
And even the “pure bliss” part isn’t even really true because we eventually get sick of life
@zikeKEK,
DeleteEXACTLY...
For me personally, the only conditions I would EVER considered bringing children to this world.
1. We are Immortal and Improve with Age rather than Decline, and it served a greater purpose of securing the dominance of the lineage of my tribe or people.
2. Suffering was very minimal to none, rather than a constant state of being.
Without these realities in place, there cannot really be any logical or rational grounds for bringing children here for any given purpose.
There are other factors that I consider such as the need for infinite resources and a constant state of bliss, but those 2 factors above really make or break ever having children for any reason, for me.
If we all lived as Immortals, for example, we could at least say that on those grounds, a purpose can be established because as the family increases, it would become aware and witness every new member down the line of the family tree.
It would also play a greater role in the "primal desire" to continue one's existence, for the sake of argument that there is such a strong drive out there to secure one's lineage. Because at least there would be a good reason for it that you fight for "your" people's existence permanently against the odds of other people's existence here, and that all sacrifices made and intended would serve everyone in the long run, and you would have all the time in the world to enjoy your own time or things you want to do as well as the family you raised, because you will be around to continue seeing them.
Without this Immortality, it really just does not make sense.
I'm so glad I don't have the biological urge to have children, but say if I did, there would be nothing worse than putting forth my entire life's worth on the alter of suffering and sacrifice just to ensure maybe a few more members of my family tree will come into bloom, only for them to eventually be hit with another National tragedy or war, or invaders who one day eventually conquer them and even dominate them or make them slaves.
All those efforts, for nothing. And yet that's what most people are doing.
It's not true for everyone of course, but the thing is, at some point for every family lineage, things will change or decline to some extent or some kind of tragedy will hit.
And fathers become so feminine as I’ve stated before. Nearly every Rockstar’s career tumbles down once they have kids and they start to slow down because they get attached to their children and start caring more about them than their passion and work. And a lot of Dad’s I see have worn-out beat-down eyes and energy to them and it looks to me that their wife took their soul.
DeleteIt actually terrifies me because only the lowest of the low reproduce too as you’ve said. The top 0.1%-0.01% (small scale of people anyway) see life for how it is and never seek to reproduce or Pure humans as you’ve stated. That being said, how do you think that Pure humans can come from parents who are both NPCs? Some stroke of luck?
@zikeKEK,
DeleteSo True Man!!! I see it all the time, most fathers I know are a shell of their former self...
Even in the best case scenario, because there's something these people don't understand.
I'm not criticizing a parent's ambition for the following:
1. Wanting to give everything for your children.
2. Raising them well.
3. Teaching them valuable skills, etc.
But the problem is, while that is good and nice and all, the raw reality is that if the expectation is to continue the species and the specific family clan, all of those things will be lost for that child once they become an adult who also is expected to sacrifice the same for "their" coming children. Which pretty much "negates" any so-called value or virtue in promoting these things, but in reality, nothing of which most parents fantasize about translates into modern reality with having children, especially in a completely different world now with different lifestyles and values.
The fact that we all die, everyone dies, always seems to be an afterthought of everything in parents, or soon-to-be parents, and they just want to pretend it won't exist or that they'll just deal when the time comes.
>That being said, how do you think that Pure humans can come from parents who are both NPCs?<
Yes, it's really the genetic lottery, to be honest. It can and does happen, but I estimate that someday it probably won't happen at all, or may be an extremely rare event, since there is a sinister agenda to completely replace Pure Humans with these NPC's.
I am very glad you see these things for what they are.
@PSA
DeleteI’m sure you may have even noticed this with folks around you, maybe people from your old school settled down and had children, and now they are nothing but a husk of themselves. And again, Goatis may not like to hear this, but we can’t live 100% naturally in this slave system and that includes not having children even if that is the main goal of nature itself because you can’t raise your kids well in this system and if you do car about the wellbeing of your child, then I don’t see the reason in trying to raise them in this system, it’s pointless. And also even with this AI that is already making things worse
You even mentioned how already sick you are of AI being used in music groups. I see a lot of people trying to pass of AI as real videos or footage. I saw a video a couple months back about Michael Jackson having some big unreleased song, and it turns out it was actually just AI. But I actually couldn’t tell because the audio sounded just like him.
Why would you ever bring children here???
@PSA,
DeleteAll of the people I've gone to school with who had children, every single one of them without exception, if I've seen them ever since, or even look them up on Facebook if they happen to be on there, have aged MISERABLY and aren't even the same person on any level of what I remember them to be... They are into things I never thought they would be and are just so fake and hypocritical, and of course, they took their COVID jabs too and have photos of that "QUARANTEAM", etc.
By bringing more children into this world, it's just adding more fuel to the fire of problems that have been left behind of former generations from things they refused to correct or address, including working as a wage slave even into a High Tech Era, on and on and on.
Now we're left dealing with illegal immigrants and the Gay Mafia.
The AI shit is getting really annoying, and I really do believe that sooner or later, all of us will find ourselves falling for some nonsense that was generated or made fake by AI, or someone instructing the AI.
Go figure, we're still in the most early stages of AI development, so can you imagine how fucked up things will look by even 2030, or even 2040!?
Another reason I'm lowering my footprint on the Internet is because of learning that as of this year, over 50% of Internet traffic is now by AI Bots rather than Humans, and also the same goes for comments on Social Media accounts. For all we know, we may be interacting with tons of AI bots rather than Humans in any kind of argument or discussion online, and I hate that.
Yet ironically, I have had endless NPC's accusing me of being "AI"... Or could it be that they are AI!? Can only wonder.
AI is going to disrupt and make all kinds of other things super ridiculous and fake in the future too, so it will make existence here even that more pointless and retarded, and that's why I have rapidly less interest in this place.
Prussian what would you do if you were born in a religious household and your dad's a preacher and really expects you to be a Minister as well how do you tell them this is not for you I'm secretly agnostic since 16 but I don't know what to do.
Delete@LifeisAScam,
DeleteOh god, Man that's a good question! I'd probably end up literally unaliving my own father! Considering how traumatized I am as it is from Christianity. Not even joking either! If I had a dad who was like a zealot in that manner and became fanatical and determined, yeah, I'm dead serious, I'd probably just off him.
@LifeisAScam,
DeleteI may have gotten a little ahead of myself on my response there, as I wasn't suggesting directly what you should do just because I would do it! But is this really happening to you!?
Are you ultimately being forced, or what is going on!?
Okay what's happening is my dad is starting a ministry and he expects me to be apart of it, but since I had discovered you and getting to know the truth I really just don't want to do this because it's all a lie but he is really expecting to be a Minister and I'm afraid they are going to be so disappointed in me if I don't they might even delete me in therory, so I just don't know what to do and I don't think violence is the answer especially with family, because I live by the wisdom of intalians you never hurt children and you never hurt family
Delete@LifeisAScam,
DeleteOk and so is your entire family even mother included and close relatives very religious just the same? I'm assuming they are, and what specific Christian religion is this? That will help me get an idea... They almost sound like Evangelicals or some kind of Protestants like Calvinists or something...
@LifeisAScam, I wasn't sure if you meant to imply that you are also Italian or if you just live by their wisdom, since they would be Roman Catholic.
DeleteOkay so I'm carribean my mother is a mulatto but my parents are evangelical like for example like John heagee or Joel Osteen but there is no church building yet but he really wants to be apart of it and if I don't it might break ther heart I just don't know what to so
DeleteYes it's also evangelical
DeleteMessage are they malfunctioning
DeleteI’m want *do*
DeleteI meant *do* my bad
Delete@LifeisAScam,
DeleteAh, yes! So quintessentially "Evangelical" as I suspected. That's how boring and sad this world has become in its predictibility. What is your Dad's "conviction" on this whole religion and in his beliefs that he has professed to you!?
It all started when bullets passed him straight in New York an he believed that was God keeping him alive and when he had some of you and Joey Aragon's views on women he happen to hear a still voice from "God" saying son you can't be like that and from them he started changing his views on family too he used to be a anti Natalist just like you but I guess it was some experience he had that changed him forever so when I say something anti natal or share him my views on women with him he says he sees his younger self in me hoping God will change my heart and eventually get married and have a lot of kids and be apart of the ministry
Delete@LifeisAScam,
DeleteThis SO ends up becoming a very problematic mindset with people, and it's rooted in Ego and Self-Exaltation in believing that somehow one is "special" or "unique" or even "chosen" in God's eyes.
So every time they escape danger by chance, they attribute it to "God", but if something bad happens they either don't say anything or write it off as "God Know's Best" or have no answer then as to why other Humans do not luck out well when targeted or getting shot.
What I find even CRAZIER about this is that he used be Anti-Natalist. Like WTF!
Tracker, is a popular TV show on CBS...and I watched an episode (unfortunately) yesterday...
ReplyDeleteAnyone, in the episode, the "bad" people were living in the woods, in nature, and had kidnapped two young teens for their small family of 3 (Father, Two Son), and 1 other woman that was kidnapped nearly a decade ago, that was now in the family. So, they added 2 other young women to their "nature family", living in the woods, in a cabin...
Now the strange part...
They were acting like lunatics, and just playing music and dancing like freaks....
Here it comes...
Dinner time...
and what do they serve?
RAW MEAT!
And the 2 kidnapped teens are looking at the food like it was a BAD thing...take about brainwashing!
Unreal.
The lies from shows like this are trash....
Poor girls now eating raw meat, the best food of their lives, but are looking at the food like it was going to kill them.
Fuck this world.
Really.
@Joey Aragon,
DeleteIsn't it amazing how EVERYTHING that is actually normal and sane, is considered creepy, weird and insane to all the domesticated people?
Everything you wrote there reminds me eerily of something I posted a little while ago, because since I don't get involved with a lot of institutional paperwork or things that most people in their lives "establish", a lot of people think I'm insane or a freak or uncivilized lol.
But somehow they are the sane ones for signing up their lives away to every fucking life scam of programs that they have no idea how it all controls their destinies.
We really do live in a time where the good is regarded as evil, and evil is good.
And also all I can think of too is, granted it's by St. Anthony:
“A time is coming when men will go mad, and when they see someone who is not mad, they will attack him, saying, 'You are mad; you are not like us.”
Excellent quote, that perfectly describes the clown world we live in.
DeleteThe race mixing is another thing that should be so obvious NOT to do, yet, they promote it nonstop. And shame those that speak against it.
Being called a racist these days should also be considered a complement, and is instead looked down upon.
NOTHING they promote is good for us.
Cooked foods are literal waste products! Nothing good about them.
They need to be disciplined. This is the clear result of parents being too soft.
ReplyDeleteParents just go along with the culture, for the most part.
DeleteI am starting to see it more and more with the Latinos. They are giving into the Jew mind set. Not good for them and their future.
Its great for the Jews, of course.