Fucking YouTube
Now, even though it gives a slight option to "show results anyway", it does NOT allow me to view them by ordering them from the most recent videos or in a recent timeline, thereby further showing less and less content available from more recent times as general sense of malaise and demoralization occurs in Humans who are tired of life.
It keeps bringing me back to this screen when I try to have the latest videos display.
I would go as far as to say that the fact that these type of messages are coming up more and more when you try to research such topics, is actually the canary in the coalmine which proves in a twisted way that this existence definitely has no value left to it, even though it never really did, and I see this as being used as a smokescreen to conceal the hidden truth about that fact.
Wise Minds beyond their years see this for what it is, as the Matrix admitting through a twisted deceptive means that this life has no value and that the world has become a total hellhole.
Why only a few years ago could we look up such things and not be confronted!?
All of it changed once COVID started.
But the other thing I know too about this existence is that the Matrix we live in is held together specifically by people needing to believe, adhere and invest in it.
This means the following:
Not Unaliving Oneself
Having Hope, Faith, Belief
Investing Into This World
Desire to Work
Desire to Breed and Bring Children Here
Seeing Purpose To Life
Belief in a Savior
All of these elements are used by the Reptilians to keep people attached to this realm, because if these systems break down, the Matrix we live in will cease to exist.
It fills me with a deep sense of rage due to the inability to inflict vengeance on my own parents since they are both long dead, because I would have absolutely destroyed them.
Honestly, my blood pressure went up when I saw that screen above and I wanted to smash my computer to bits when I saw this obstruction, where the accuracy of my critics posting parodies of me in smashing something going "god-dammit" is not entirely far off.
But this goes to show you just how determined Social Media and algorithms are in their determination to discourage unaliving.
Honestly, I don't blame anyone for unaliving themselves in the times we live in, when you see messages like these, you just know there is a seriously sinister agenda behind them to convince you at all costs to keep you enslaved in this world as things get worse.
The system has entirely crafted a perfect scenario to keep people enslaved, since most people are socially isolated (globally) in these times, and they would inevitably look things up related to such topics, it's clear that there is a vast increase of people who are also tired of life and existence.
I actually despise people who try to convince people to not unalive themselves or even turn them in. Such people deserve to be burned alive.
To be quite honest, anyone who tries to prevent someone from eliminating themselves from this existence who really do not want to be here, are absolutely your enemy and are entirely selfish, devious people.
Some people have had enough with life itself, and for those who do not understand that, I just strongly wait for the pendulum to come to your life to where something harmful and completely devastating happens to you so you can see how ugly life really is and how entrapped you will feel here, and I hope that you will lack the courage to unalive yourself and to have to suffer immensely.
I'm not the type of person who ever wishes anyone well and I wish for the worst type of misery to inflict upon stupid people / NPC's.
And I will be brutally honest, in my long life of lessons, if I knew what I had to face throughout the duration of my life including problems my own family left behind for me, I would have unalived them from the earliest of my own life for bringing me into this mess.
It fills me with a deep sense of rage due to the inability to inflict vengeance on my own parents since they are both long dead, because I would have absolutely destroyed them.
I find it especially odd that people try so desperately to stop someone from offing themselves when someone who they might not even know well has implicated that they would like to leave this realm. It’s like they short circuit and must stop it at all costs, even bringing people to mental facilities just to ABSOLUTELY ensure under 24/7 surveillance that said person will not even ATTEMPT to leave this world. It’s absolutely appalling that people see this as “okay” or the “right thing to do” and also think that people are free to do whatever they want at the same time. How narcissistic and apathetic do you have to be to think that you can just decide to stop someone from that? All you do is prolong their suffering and even though they may not be fully aware of that fact doesn’t excuse what they are doing, it shows lack of emotion and absolutely zero consideration for the wellbeing of others.
ReplyDelete@zikeKEK, It's really messed up... I mean, there are actually SOME conditions out there too that can cause you so much misery and problems functioning that your only desire is to want to find a way out, and only some countries will give such a consideration for physician-assisted euthanasia...
DeleteFor example, I once knew a guy who had a stomach condition he was born with and it meant that he would always have "hurl", and there was nothing that could be done to remedy it and he lived his life this way and suffered malnutrition, teeth issues and all kinds of problems... Only up until recent, there was some new discovered treatment for it that put it to an end for him.
There's also another person I know suffering from another ailment that could have major quality of life implications for him, a guy in construction actually, and most people who have his condition only think about trying to get out of life.
It's absolutely unreal what kinds of afflictions can come down on people in this world, and many people underestimate just how persistent or intense pain can become.
My really true #1 reason why I want to exit this world above everything else, is I can't bear dealing with NPC's all around us. The overpopulation of this world with them, how they are imposing misery on us and make it absolutely unbearable with every new waking day in this existence, and knowing that there is no turning back from the NWO Dystopia.
As much as life is still shit outside of those things, if life were the way it was back in the 90's and before, I'd consider it much more livable and copeable than this bullshit now, especially the retardation we must confront daily in a Post-COVID World...
your recent posts about how humans are so easily able to accept this existence is the one post that describes this perfectly. They will say “life is beautiful”, “you have so much to live for!”and if you bring up the concept of what may happen after death they have a very simplistic dualistic view on it of “you could go to hell”, “we all die someday so don’t worry about death and just live your life”, “do you not want to get married and have kids???”.
DeleteOr worse of all “find God”, “you’ll feel more satisfied if you seeked out God”. I hate everything about religious cucks. And sometimes they have such a condescending attitude and a general sense of superiority just because they are “children of God”, I’ve never seen such aggression from people who claim they want to bring peace to the world and the spirit of God. You might say they have good intentions and the reason they are so adamant on converting you is because they really just don’t want to see you burn in hell, but that’s not true, and worst of all, they don’t even realise that they have bad intentions. I know it sounds weird, but even if in their mind they have only good intentions of “showing love” they really don’t
@zikeKEK,
DeleteYep, it sure is disappointing. What these NPC's fail to realize or are unwilling for one reason another to accept or admit, is that yes, Life has "some" beautiful things to it... Most of which are usually short and fleeting, leaving one wanting.
For example, some days I just can't get over how many days you need work or recover, and earn something to just obtain one simple thing you want in life... Which still doesn't take care of all the other constant "needs" we have as a species, plus, anything you buy, even a car, wears out eventually.
@zikeKEK,
DeleteThese fucking NPC's also act as if you can just "Seek out God" as if it's something you can just do or figure out, without a User's Manual or something...
Nothing around us proves that God exists, and God doesn't even speak, so how can one truly be expected to connect with or find this "God"!?
@zikeKEK,
DeleteAnd what's more, these Christians especially, if you present all these questions to them, they will only insist that it "isn't your time yet" because you have not yet been "touched" by the Holy Spirit or the "Holy Ghost" sometimes they say.
They say that only God knows "what's best" and that it isn't your time yet, but that "you will know" when he's ready to show you lol... God is testing your faith in him. blah blah blah.
Such ridiculous Spiritual Pipe Dreams.
What makes me absolutely sick are the people who 'virtue signal' about suicide when it happens. EG, If someone kills themselves, they pipe up on social media with crap about 'If you are having a hard time, please call me.' Its like a demonic desire to feast on the situation, and also comlpetley disrespectful and ignorant-to assume that someone who has come to the decision to leave this place could have their mind changed after a short phone call with some person who would undoubtedly just give them a load of stupid platitudes like 'Take each day as it comes'..or 'time is a great healer'..or 'come out to the restaurant with me, maybe we can meet some new people..' BS like that. Also a while ago, a couple of years, I had a message from someone asking me 'how I was doing' and I was quite blunt and honest in my reply-telling them I was sick of this shit world- and they didn't even reply to me. And this same fucker still pops up saying shit like 'If your having problems don't hesitate to call me'...Full of shit these people.
ReplyDelete@HUMAN PASTE,
DeleteYou stated that PERFECTLY. That is exactly what's going on, because the thing is, it demonstrates that the people who suddenly say that, are really only looking for attention and validation from others... Before the suicide, they never really cared to check in with that person, so they really meant nothing to them.
The other things which are really telling, and I've witnessed this on my own with many funerals in my time, but others speak about it so often in Anti-Natalist circles, is that "DEATHS" or "FUNERALS" are often the only time you'll meet certain family members that seem to feel compelled to show up then, but never were around before the funeral at all. And then you are expected to try to just suddenly "get to know them" and be all cordial with them, at a fucking FUNERAL.
These same family members would never help someone out in their own families financially, but suddenly when it comes to a family member's funeral, they seem to find a way to always come up with the money, almost seemingly overnight in a lot of cases, particularly where a funeral or one's Estate may have not exactly been planned out prior.
The fakeness of people, including all the "prayers" and "condolences" that are all part of the Wake and Funeral process after someone dies, really makes me sick.
But yes, ass you can see, in the case with that person you mentioned about in your blunt reply, people really don't truly care. Most people are actors, and when they ask things, they ask them rhetorically or just out of politeness, with no sincerity.
When it comes down to anything real or truly serious, nobody gives a shit whatsoever and it's like they can't even be bothered to hear it or accept if someone is down on bad times.
jewwwwwwwwwtubbbbbbbbeeee.
ReplyDeleteI can't stand it.
Rumble is MUCH better.
@Joey Aragon,
DeleteI honestly hope Rumble one day replaces JewTube... It's become such an annoying platform to use now, there needs to be some competition.
I’m surprised Rumble seems to be so laissez faire when it comes to their content on the platform, Youtube is constantly at some stupid bullshit whilst Rumble seems to allow anything
Delete@zikeKEK,
DeleteAlthough Rumble seems to be that way, the thing is they are known to sort of cause their own sort of issues that make it less feasible to use, including frequent blackouts and instability. I would also assume this is why the growth of it has been stagnant, so it probably isn't at any level where it's put under more scrutiny.
But you do have a valid point because the website is even run out of Canada, which is even more extreme with Political Correctness and Censorship nonsense, so it makes you wonder.