October Ramblings

I've been forced to become very distant from the blog here because of how ridiculous occupied I am with stupid work. I'm not proud of this either, it has been very brutal since August, but this October, I feel like I've pretty much sold out my honor of not being constantly "in service" to the public, with what I've had to endure. My eating, sleep, overall health and ability to function have all become compromised because of stupid last-minute, impulsive decisions and problems with clients.

I'll have to draft up a Complete new booking policy, but I don't even have time to focus on that right now, which leads me to ask, does anyone happen to know of any type of Online (hopefully free or cheap) appointment scheduling thing for Businesses where you can set appointment windows that customers can book or cancel through the website?

If anything like this exists where you don't need it as bundled with some other type of service plan, please let me know. I'm fucking tired of playing "Secretary" on top of the other BS I have to deal with at my job.

It's like people are trying to impose their capitulation to the ratrace onto me.

This doesn't bode well for me right now, and I was supposed to use this month to finalize the forum for the launch, and I still hope to have this ready for November... I'll see what I can do.

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The next thing is that Gangstalking events have been up again. In fact, the day after I talked about how Autistic people will walk or run up right behind you like your "shadow", no sooner than the next morning, I ended up going to some bakery where this EXACT scenario happened, literally as soon as I walk over the threshold, some fucking autistic faggot rushed RIGHT behind me as if he had to grab the door handle from me and could not bear to deal with the door being closed shut for him to open himself.

And as if he had to rush to get to the donuts before I "did". Fucking Loser.

Another thing too with gangstalking that happens is either something you think about a lot, you will find that the Psychic Organic Portals will approach you and harass you non-stop like a mosquito.

And as I've said, I view most Humans as a Mosquito. Mosquitos just constantly bombard you as a nuissance, and they are bloodsuckers.

For example, the fact that I think more and more about escaping this realm, it naturally puts out a "frequency" of that, and some mentally ill NPC loser the other day was telling me all about how he could die at any time even from using this "bleach" that he purchased in bulk, I could also tell he had OCD associated with mental illness because he went to purchase a whole shitload of bleach. Ear wax also leaking from his ears, and this loser would go on and on about non-entertaining death topics and then boasting about his involvement with charity and how he allegedly took some "beautiful girl" out for breakfast and how everyone was jealous of him.

This tells me that my Quantum streams were also broadcasting to him that I had a disdain towards charity (which I do).

The worst part about being gangstalked, is it always "you" who becomes the target of outright absolute losers who just constantly want to bombard you and distract you, make stupid comments or ask you stupid questions and pry into your business.

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AI is clearly becoming much more rapidly used by the public on an everyday basis, especially in Business. Yesterday, I was in some building that was a Business Center for some brief period, and within the span of 30 seconds, I heard two people on the phone with business colleagues discussing something AI related for their job.

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This might not be all too interesting to anyone, but I've been finishing up the Buffy The Vampire Slayer Series, while I've seen it many years ago there were a good handful of episodes I missed, I've never really been good about watching TV religiously or even any kind of Series or Movies, but I have to say that there are so many plots in the whole Show that come off as so dissapointing and poorly written by Joss Whedon, who I learned also is a total loser and creep as a Screenwriter... The show had much more potential and should have laid off the fantasy effects, and I really found it dissapointing how much of a "CUCK" they made out of the Character of "Spike". He was supposed to be a "bad boy" Vampire type, and granted while it's the supposed "chip implant" in his skull that became the theme in the series that changed his old ways, one could argue that point, but it's definitely clear that there was a Propaganda intend to make a figure like him become a total pushover and cuck, especially in the face of his sexual encounters he had now and then with Buffy, and to the "grape" attempt. All of these things definitely have an effect on Programming the public, outside of it being simply entertainment. But Spike's character he played really ended up becoming a total dissapointment for me.

The series also pushed WAY too much on the unrealistic notions of constantly bringing characters back from the dead, once they were unalived. Way too much "magic" also.

These sorts of things "ruin" movies for me, and it reminds me too why I generally stay away from watching most movies and TV altogether, because the more fake something is, the more it doess less for me. While anything in film is "fake" to begin with, it's more interesting if it's based on a real story, or at least if there was no CGI and fake supernatural stuff introduced to it.

When fantasy / CGI / or unrealistic themes enter Movies or Series, I view it as a form of "cheating" because it means that the Director can completely manipulate the setting in a way that is not only completely unnatural, but shows a lack of new ideas or creative ways to make the story evolve.

Interestingly enough, The Buffy Series is supposed to be making a "comeback", although I am not sure to how definite the plans are, but apparently Sarah Michelle Gellar is going to be Director of it and her role in it this time around unlike Joss Whedon, so that will be interesting to see, with some occassional reappearance of some of the other Actors who have grown a lot older now.

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So much for such a burdensome transition into Autumn here, I have been neglecting so much which is not my style whatsoever. I have never endure a season in my life this stressful and ridiculously demanding, and it gets so bad you end up hating yourself for it.

I also have stopped going to the "Goth" night I used to go to as well, because it got taken over by Fat Lesbians, Colored People and the LGBTQ Mafia in general, and it no longer attracted the real regulars, but instead, a bunch of loser regulars, and they show up EVERY SINGLE night, always the same people and no new people or fun people, and they have started to play lower quality Music and less of the Post-Punk, Darkwave and real Scene Music.

In any case, I will have to have a night out before Halloween with some really good strong drinks and killer food, I need a fucking break, and it seems I almost jinxed myself from the other weekend that turned out well, because it only made more weeks of misery to emerge after a weekend break.