When Enough is Enough For Me, When it comes to Women, But Apparently Other Men Tolerate

Many times when I read comments under videos, or even when I interact with Married Men about their wives, I am absolutely amazed how these Men tolerate what they do, and the fact that Women even freely admit that they would "crucify" her husband or boyfriend if he ended up saying the same thing or would have splashed wine in his face, if that was basically made as an offensive statement towards Men, given by Women friends over a dinner discussion.

I am most definitely known to have fits of rage.

I get very upset even when I hear how many Men tolerate nonsense from Women.

And when those fits begin, I start to breaking and destroying things, and I will make the person's life and utter hell.

If a Woman said something utterly offensive about me, it doesn't matter even if God is present, I'd punch her right in front of the crowd or a public spot to make a scene.

Many years ago when my girlfriend at the time completely manipulated and "ruined" the birthday plans I had made out for that day, I ended up down a whole mile stretch mocking her and screaming at her what a loser and a bitch she is, and how she ruined the whole fucking day, what was even the point of me planning for any of this, are you borderline retarded or something!?

I make Women need to find escape routes when they have to encounter my wrath, and the ends always justifies the means.

I have been told by Women who have seen when I get angry, that they saw something in my eyes that absolutely spooked the hell out of them when I get into a rage, something they have never seen from another Human Being before, and that my eyes apparently turned and glow "green", and that they never had witnessed something like that in addition to how someone could possibly even have an outrageous temper like I do. And they had remained "traumatized for life" basically after having seen that in me, and could not understand the phenomenon.

I've never been able to confirm this, but it is interesting that several girls who don't even know each other have noticed this.

However, I had tried spending MANY years to read in to the phenomenon of it, on a SERIOUS note, or if it had any connection in German Bloodlines, but the closest I came across to finding similar examples were reports of a Man from Brazil I believe it was and some other Female who witnessed in both cases a German Woman who was in public and discovered their Man was cheating on them, and while Hispanics tend to be possessive and hot-tempered, that when she saw how insanely outraged the German girl became in public, it stunned her more than anything she had seen, and the guy who cheated on her had completely developed "second thoughts" on ever dating German Women again. It's interesting that even Hot-Tempered Latinos found German anger and outrage to be absolutely shocking and horrifying to their core, something that they never had seen like that in someone that ever got angry even from being cheated on in their own country, pretty much writing off "Germans" from the future.

But it makes me wonder all that much more how much I really have anything to do with the Human Species here, even while in a Human body.

When I get enraged at Women, their bodies begin twitching and squirm in my presence, because they don't know where I'm going to go next with anything, and what else is a problem.

Sometimes watching the way a Woman chews, or just reading off of her face how naive she is, as I'm unfortunately aware of  identifying NPC's and empty vessels, it actually angers me regularly in public even if I have no interest in the girl or don't find her attractive. It could even be watching how fake she is once you even see her friend arrive, with how she greets her friend in a fake manner, it is enough to fill me with rage.

I become angry and hateful with the fact that they even exist, and have rights, possessions, and take up valuable resources from others who deserve something.

One time a long time ago, a girl was so suffocated from my energy around her presence, that she ended up vomiting and had to escape from my being  anywhere near me. I knew the moment I saw her that she was "no good" even though it wasn't anyone I had approached or sought anything with, but I run into these type of experiences constantly in life.

Personally, I really wonder if there are any cases of Men who absolutely hate and despise Women to the extent that I do, because even to say that my hatred for them extends to my bones is still an understatement.

I really become genuinely curious of  any Men who get even more angry and consumed than I ever have become, and I am actually desperate to meet such Man to see if such possibilities exist.

The other thing about me with Women and relationships, is typically the first major fight ends up being the end of our relationship, if it was a real fight, because I begin to develop a resentment inside of me for them and it also makes me want to have no relations with them.

Oddly enough, out of all relationships, 2 of the girls actually confessed to how they understand how they were the ones who screwed things up in the end, and much of these things having to do with their stupid life plans or toxic families that I've had to endure.

I  don't think Women would ever admit to their failures today. 

One fight is sometimes all it takes for my relationships to end, and I always am the meanest person with the things I will say. I don't regret it though.