Forum Progress Update / Suggestions
Just wanted to give you guys a little bit of a progress update, I have opened up a forum website although I am not ready to yet announce it, but I will be contacting everyone by e-mail when I have the forum ready for you to join it.
We are looking to a potential launch period between October - November, and I would like to know if anyone has any recommendations for any "Forum Categories".
I do not guarantee that I will create every Category, but if there is enough Demand I will likely create these Subject Categories in addition to the ones I have already created.
The main thing at this time that I need to figure out with the Forum is to make sure how we will navigate the "Terms" on it even if publishing sensitive content, as you know, I want everyone to be able to publish whatever they want, but there may be some ways we will have to "codify" certain things.
Once I have the clarity established on this and am ready to tend to the forum, I will launch it for everyone and I believe it will be an even better platform for us to have along-side this blog, so that conversations and dialogues can naturally be started by anyone who wants to start one and communicate with whomever.
I will however be establishing a rule about those who sign up to this forum.
While you can create a username of your liking for it, if you intend on having multiple usernames that are different", you will need to make it clear to us if even on a private level which usernames are associated with the same person.
This is both for everything being transparent and also for the safety and welfare of everyone using the forum, as we wish to restrict any kind of chaos, drama or confusion and want it to represent something as close to a real interaction with others, even though it will be hosted online.
That sounds great.
ReplyDeleteI think an "Esoteric" section would be good...something like that. Maybe use a different word, or something...
Off the top of my head...
1. Comedy section
2. Absurdity section
3. Defeating the Demiurge
4. Business
5. Mental health
6. Physical health
7. All things Goatis
8. Real Estate
9. Stock Market
10. Food
I would say something like this, but maybe be more original with the head titles for these.
@Joey Aragon,
DeleteExcellent, Thanks for your suggestions! Some of those definitely have been put up there ahead of time in a similar type of category, but definitely all great topic points. I'd probably categorize most Financial / Stock Market things under one category.
Can someone here, anyone tell me a single reason in living? Again my life isn’t bad by any means, I just don’t see a point because there’s nothing worth living for. Again my life isn’t bad, I just wish I was never born to be quite honest. I’ve mentioned this several times but I really just don’t see a reason. I’m asking here instead of the NPC Hylic retards who don’t even understand why they do what they do and what they say. Can someone please give me a single good reason to be alive? I don’t see any at all in the slightest and I understand this might not be something any of you want to answer, and if you don’t that’s fine. But I don’t see life as somethings worth living, I emailed Sv3rige about this and he told me that Life is beautiful and worth living but I’m really not that sure
ReplyDelete@zikeKEK,
DeleteYeah, Goatis is undoubtedly Pro-Life from every standpoint, at least at present, so I wouldn't see him having a different point of view on that. Every Human has a different breaking point.
In all honesty, the terms are very different for everyone in terms of what makes you more compelled to exit this world sooner. I have several personal reasons of consideration, but the external factors are the knowledge of how basically the Era of having any fruitful relations with Humans on any level is coming to an end, and I am not happy about the AI future to come / NWO system.
To be honest though, the frightening aspects are if the suicide fails and you come out worse off than before. The #1 method that would always be best is Physician-assisted, but unfortunately the restrictions are very high on this in many countries of the world, but if I had easy access to it, I would probably seek it out by tomorrow morning.
For my situation personally, I am establishing a kit of "last resort options" only if I absolutely really must. But life is becoming pretty unbearable outside of my own hobbies.
The thing is I discovered as you get older that you also become susceptible to "strange" things that hit you hard even if you are otherwise in excellent health, and these things are exacerbating my ability to tolerate this existence. In fact, these were certain things that older generations never told me about. Typically, old people only whine about things like arthritis or bad hips, slips and falls or a stroke, but I'm not having any of those kind of issues since I otherwise kept myself in good health, but I am having abnormal sleep / coordination issues.
But I will say that it's ultimately a personal decision and to really think it through. Personally I don't think I could ever do the rope. I need something fast, simple and lethal.
Basically all we are doing up until the point of our exit in this world, is trying to find "coping mechanisms" to get by, this is what we are all doing, even if people are unaware of it, because life is inherently more painful or even at best, more often "boring" than it is fun or pleasurable.
We use either uppers or downers as well to pass the time and to condition ourselves to be less focused on the stupid passage of time.
Goatis is an optimist and that’s the one thing about him that I really dislike (although I don’t think he knows any better so I wouldn’t hold it against him too much. And it does seem he came to this conclusion on some form of logic unlike the average person who just believes it for the sake of believing it. I even emailed him about AI and it’s affects and how humanity will be enslaved and said it wouldn’t happen for hundreds of years which is COMPLETELY wrong, although maybe he said that just to make me feel better as I’ve mentioned suicide in my emails to him before and him telling me it’s not going to be okay would just give another reason to kill myself and he may not want to be encouraging suicide.
DeleteI don’t really like my heritage either, I’m Irish-Korean and I don’t like it. I have no identity and even if I did, I’m way too aware to possibly be content with being around people I can’t connect to in any capacity. I honestly wish I was a complete NPC sometimes. Ignorance is bliss as they say. Maybe it’s just a hormonal thing and it’s just a phase, but I really can’t bear to be around here and I really do wish I was surrounded by like minded people both in the way we think and racially. I could 100% pass for being fully Asian though as the things I inherited from my dad (Irish side) aren’t that noticeable. You show a lot of disdain for Ireland, the Irish and it’s culture and I don’t hold anything against you for that because you are correct in what you say about them.
If I do decide to kill myself within any way (preferably instant, but that’s likely not possible) I would like to thank you and everyone else on this forum for being great people. Even though it’s overdone to say this, I really do appreciate everything you do. Thanks, at the same time though I might not kill myself, especially if I can’t really find a way that isn’t both a high chance and atleast not very long in length to do and pull off.
I just distract myself mindlessly with really stupid shit. I can tell you are quite lonely and that really does upset me because in an ideal world people like you would be seen as someones that’s fun to be around. But unfortunately we don’t live in that world. Seriously you are a wonderful man and I absolutely wish you the best in anything you ever choose to do. Thank you :)
@zikeKEK,
DeleteGoatis is indeed an optimist, almost pervasively, but in earlier times he was not so optimistic as he is today. It seemed to change a lot once he had children.
The other thing too is that if you bring up the negative subjects, he will just go back to the whole thing about someone being in a poor bio-chemical state or just suggest they are "depressed".
But depressed people usually see the truth about life.
Even the most perfect diet and the most optimal biochemical state is not going to save us from our own experiences or hardships in this life. For example, with me eating a most ideal raw diet, it will never change the fact that from the moment I was born into this world, I never felt like I belonged here. None of this place made sense to me, I did not identify with anything about society or my peers, school, anything in the workforce, nearly nothing around me. Everything felt very glib and based on lies from an early age.
While I admit, a large part of this was more than likely also from me being born in America, which has always been a "foreign" culture to me as a German and still is, I also see much of the world is not that much different from America, at least from the standpoint of how everywhere feels like a No-Man's land to me.
Eating Raw Meat will never change the fact that I've lived mostly as an Outsider for my entire life, and have been subject to Gang-stalking.
The fact is that the only other people who ever will empathize with you or even your "tendencies" to want to exit this world, will be other people who have known from early on that they didn't belong here, or were somehow on a different wavelength and that this place was not for them.
I knew I was different early in life, because for everything that did not make sense to me, it created a MAJOR problem and conflict for me, personally, even to function. For me, it's like the whole world needs to STOP, and yet there is nothing you can do in this life to ever put life on "PAUSE" to cope or reflect on anything, and that's what I hate about this place.
A lot of my personal need for reflection and dealing with this reality, has costed me a lot of energy and time, even research to understand things further, and also has prevented me many times from actually enjoying this life.
I noticed that I was different, because ALL of my peers, and I mean almost ALL of them had absolutely no trouble "molding" completely to anything society told them, in school, in work, everything, they grew up as if it they were totally bred and built for it, whereas I was not.
The other thing too, and I am not sure if you recognize this or not from others who go behind other's back to prevent them from "exiting" from this world, but I will tell you for a fact that any so-called friends or people who try to use absurd measures to convince you to not do anything, ironically do not have your best interest in mind nor care about you or empathize with your pain in this existence. They are only doing what they do for selfish and nefarious reasons, especially so-called "friends" or people who might even go behind someone's back to call up "services" to have someone brought in for self-deletion thoughts.
Those are actually, in reality, some of the cruelest types of people.
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DeleteMy advice is never to sway someone to or against self-deletion, but I empathize with their position on it, but my suggestions are always to make sure it is their personal desire and not being influenced by me, and that they fully do their research to make sure that they are 100% successful if they go along with it, instead of ending up in a worse situation with a failed attempt. That's basically all I demand for when this subject is brought up.
We've had others on here who have from time to time brought up the subject and contemplation, in fact, I might even decide to post a section like that on the forum but I might have to be careful about that. Like I said, I'm still in the researching phases of that first, but I think there is a lot to be said about tolerance for discussing very taboo or otherwise "forbidden" subjects in an anonymous manner that basically nobody else is going to give them an absolutely truthful answer.
My objectives are always to present the Macro and Micro perspectives so that someone can really see the forest for the trees on any given subject, because many people fall into traps of Stockholm Syndrome, Gaslighting, Confusion, or even the issues with how Linear Thinking traps their clarity.
Since I am both a Linear and Arbitrary thinker, I have the ability to see things at multiple angles at a time and not be subjected to think traps.
Most people just tell others what they want to hear or give a pre-programmed response.
My honesty is almost a curse, as I hate lying and have difficulty with it for any reason, even if it's for "saving face", I almost can't even live with myself, I like things to be told the way they should be and not to sugar-coat something.
There are lots of secrets I know about life, and I can assure anyone that there is no honor or virtue in suffering, longing, patience or waiting for anything in life.
I have thoughts of hanging myself pretty often because there is nothing about life that makes it interesting. If you really want to, some of you can go tell me to hang myself because maybe I should and maybe you should too
ReplyDelete@zikeKEK, the one other thing I really hate about this existence, is that I've discovered that life is actually a non-stop / endless path of never being told things that your family members specifically chose not to tell you, all so you will not realize how bad life is in certain ways later in life, and also with how troublesome Marriage and Children are, but thankfully I knew those things ahead of time. A lot of things families also don't tell you either is shit they leave behind that you are "forced" to deal with that you are not aware of the whole time until they die and what stupid fucking decisions they make that also have ramifications on your life long after they pass on. Some of this stuff has made me actually refuse to visit the graves of even some of my own relatives, and I have nothing but hateful thoughts for them. Humans are all liars and actors.
Delete@zikeKEK, In fact, these last few years, I've really been reflecting a lot on the NUMEROUS things family never tells you about, but absolutely has HAD to know in their lives, and I am absolutely disgusted how they are dead and gone and not around to have to answer for it. It makes me full of resentment and bitterness towards them, the things I would tell them, if only you knew. People are basically tyrants for bringing children into this world.
Delete@zikeKEK, And in some other meditative thoughts I've had, including discussions and debates with people who are "parents" as to why they do not see their children as "friends", it's also occurred to me. To treat or be as if your children were your "friends", would essentially mean leveling the playing field as well, because real friends are apt to tell you the truth about absolutely anything in life. A parent doesn't see themselves that way, because they are a Narcissist and need to keep "secrets" from their children about Life, Marriage, Dating, Children, Aging, basically everything. And there is almost no parent including extended family members I have not seen this "head complex" as part of their personalities, and so they are never even really themselves around their children, they are playing an "act" to be seen a certain way by their children. Because they are "not" their friends.
Delete@zikeKEK,
ReplyDeleteI've been feeling the same way, especially since my life situation and hand I was dealt has been more defined and stark to a degree that I did not understand to such an extent previously. I've came to realize my birth was a sick joke and collectively you could say that all births are a sick joke.
While you can have a positive outlook like Goatis, and just accept life and continue living while optimizing your biochemical state by eating raw meat, sunbathing, etc. All that is as Prussian mentions is basically just cope methods to get by and frankly, whatever pleasure you may have is completely overshadowed by the overall experience you get here, which is in fact, dark and painful, overwhelmingly. And even while you may be fortunate to avoid a lot of the direct pain, there is also indirect pain and suffering. Like not being able to have meaningful relationships with people. Or things (such as well-functioning societies, spirited humans living together and having tons of joy) simply just not existing or being possible. So it's not only what is offered in this place, but also what is not offered to begin with. I'm sure you know all of this by now.
When you begin to realize that all you are is a matrix player in a game you didn't choose to play, and also dislike, it's only natural to want to "end" the game and find something else. Even if you might enjoy some parts of the game.
One thing I've noticed is how there are so many suicide prevention services, and when people find out you are planning to self-terminate, they are automatically inclined even without thought to stop you, and say things such as "don't do it, just please don't do it, even if you have a good reason to, just stay, just stay." "Think about how your family and friends will feel", "Things will get better, I promise." "It's not worth it." "There are people out there that care about you." These people do not actually care about you, maybe even your family and friends really wouldn't care if you "died" deep down, I believe it's some kind of of subsconcious brainwashing instilled into people so they have a certain reaction to people who are planning to exit the system through means of self-infliction. We have come to a point where most people are so incredibly attached to this reality that something like suicide is automatically viewed as negative, even if it's just slightly, whereas I believe if other beings (from other realms) had the context of everything here, and were subsequently placed here with all of their memory intact, they would think nothing much about the act and see it as simply a means of trying to exit this trap. So it makes sense as to why they wipe your memory after each reincarnation.
As beautiful as nature can be, just like now, I'm listening to some black metal while the sun is shining with warm evening light and a cool breeze, once you realize what truly something is, you can never view it in the same way again. For example, I could be in the most heavenly place on earth with kids running around me while sipping a delicious beverage, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm still in "Hell". So being knowledgable about this also prevents you from fully enjoying things. But at the expense of that, with that knowledge you may be able to finally escape.
This brings me back to the point of "humans are not to question this existence, or creation, for they are not capable of understanding it." This is a summary of a bible quote that Goatis references to a commenter who asked in one his videos, what the meaning of creation is. If humans found out the truth, the inevitable event that is to follow is for everyone to agree to discontinue this existence.
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ReplyDeleteI haven't thought deeply yet on how I would do the act, but ideally I would want it to be swift and painless. I don't know if I can bring myself to use a rope or feel the bodily pain of lethal injection.
As far as giving you a single good reason to continue living. The only thing I can think of is if your next reincarnation experience will be infinitely worse or if some event in the astral realm is somehow more painful and miserable then living here. Although, this is not based on solid fact but merely "what if's". The reality is that whatever is out there it has to be better than this loosh farm. And there is no actual difference in choosing to leave now within the next 5-10 years, or leaving much later in the grand scheme of things. You will just be cutting something short that will eventually happen regardless. Another reason may be if the archons can somehow inflict punishment for commiting self-termination, but all bets are off the table and at least attempting to escape this reality is a must.
A final point I wanted to touch on is that the truth and reality of things is often more soul-shattering than you could imagine. The entire construct of the reality found outside of this loosh farm "and way of how things go" is still very foreign and perhaps even scary to me. But fear is an emotion that the archons feast upon.
@John Eston @zikeKEK,
ReplyDeleteI would just like to briefly interject on the discussion with that, because John you brought up some really good points in your statement there which are worthy of consideration.
If it's any consolation to either of you based on your unfortunately circumstances, especially considering that you both have a remotely similar background, know that a large part of why this has taken place has a large part to do with both World Wars, and the direction the world had changed in specifically after World War II. While that might not mean "much" to either of you in terms of you being alive now and not having been born then, the fact is that the March in the direction for this to become the "new norm" dystopia for future generations, was set in place after the war. In the future, more and more people will be born in such unfortunate circumstances like these because the New International Order demands it, and it's a way to control people and remove them from their identity.
One thing that might be very disheartening, but the best I can claim to offer of what will work, is you both likely will only or mostly find yourself "getting on" with others who generally share your Ethnic makeup in some form or another, because the admixture makes you become very different. That really is as best as it gets, generally, from my opinion concerning this manner, and from what I have perceived and known about given how functional issues permeate those born into mixed families.
The point of also a less likelihood of a "worse existence" than this, I am determined to do an entry on this topic at some point, but there are reasons which I also believe that other realms can't really worse but are "different" in ways than this, because the problem is that wherever the consciousness resides, the entities want to feed off of loosh but also have to hold up a facade of a place being a "paradise" even if it's a prison. The other bad known place is the Astral Realm, which is often times referred to as the "backyard outdoors" of this realm, but the difference is that while less demands are presented to you as they are on Earth, when you are in the Astral State, you often lose most or all of your "identity" in knowing who or what you are, and can even be manipulated in other ways in that form. That is all I can really state on that matter, and I wish I had more knowledge if there were truly true possibilities of worse forms of existence, while theoretically "possible" of course, I tend to believe they are less likely and that it's more or less all just a part of this Universal entrapment system that we are being kept in a "stuck loop" in to prevent our real evolution.
An interesting thing if you notice if you look up anything relating to "self-deletion" is that almost all Search services will try to have the algorithms "demote" that information to your access and flood you with the Hotline numbers and Support Services which are even more RAMPANT now than they were before COVID. Which proves that more and more people are considering the "action".
The NPC's in society along with these support services are "determined" to keep as many Slaves gaslighted and enslaved into the Matrix system as much as possible, even while pretending as if they care and are there to help.
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ReplyDeleteAnd yes if you notice closely to the language they use, it's always about your importance to "other people" and "their needs" never your own needs or problems in life that they do not understand. That is because these people specifically are Narcissists.
All things like "Therapy", "Healing" or getting over our past pains, I will tell you 100% of it is nonsense. We carry the weight here until our grave, it never gets better, and nothing ever gets better in life, telling you this from all my years here on earth. All of this is a lie to keep you "contributing" as a taxpayer into the system and to keep the older people alive.
I have no Social Security or Entitlement Benefits that I receive, so I have no "vested interest" into lying to any youth to convince them to stay here to pay into my funds just so I can stay alive, I don't even dip into the funds.
I know first-hand how burdensome this life is. When I was in High School, the locker mate next to me self-deleted on the second day of school, so there was no doubt that he was having functionality problems, probably was even bullied on the first day.
The world is a cruel place, but just know that there is no future here for anyone and that the goal is they want to have more people have such an upbringing as this, so that they can be enslaved in the coming Dystopia. Sadly, this is a huge part of what it's all about, and I'm sorry to bear the bad news, but it is what it is.
Through my life, I will tell you that I noticed some of the nicest and hardest-working people always were more depressed and more prone to committing suicide. Only the parasites are determined to always stay alive and "pull through" no matter what.
@PSA,
DeleteThanks for the response, so all of this race-mixing is one of the many protocols set in place in preparation for the NWO AI dystopia. It upsets me whenever I hear people talking about oh we're excited for this and that next year... It feels as if everyone is just completely fine with what is going on and so "caught up" in life almost like they live in perfect harmony and as if they were splashes of paint that dissolved onto a canvas, and I'm someone who refuses to just dissolve into the canvas, to the point where it's actually disorienting me and quite frankly disturbing, since I am aware of what is going on behind the scenes.
That's a pretty brutal "awakening" to have the guy next to you delete himself on the second day of school.
Another thing people say is to "leave the past behind" as if that's even possible. Everything in this society is geared towards giving up your own desires, needs, and wants, in order to contribute to the "greater good" or the well being of other people... of your "community". In fact, the main motto of the leader of the cult religion my parents were in was "Live for the sake of others." Holy shit, man. It makes me angry.
In fact I was signed up for therapy at my high school, and it did absolutely nothing, the lady would just go through her notebook and ask me the usual questions and just for fun, since all our conversations are kept between me and her, I told her about Goatis and eating raw meat, etc. Hell, I even offered to send her a video exposing the Illuminati, and she was always just laughed it off, she was not interested in the slightest. Which I get, since I'm the supposed to be the crazy kid and that's why I'm receiving "therapy" from her anyway. She immediately started reading the first "search results" of sv3rige goatis and how this latvian teenager "stabbed his classmates", drinks blood and eats raw meat, oh man it was funny.
There's nothing a therapist can say or do to change what happened to you, they can only gaslight you and lie to you, and make it seem that perhaps you are in the wrong.
The thing about parasites and "pulling through" is so true because all they're concerned about is "surviving" and giving birth to the next generation, they never take the time to pause, look around them, question their existence and come to the conclusion that all of what they are doing is absolutely worthless.
And I am absolutely grateful you take the time to expose all of these truths and make things clear, because I would rather know the truth and be sad, then to be oblivious and happy. And a reality in which is this the case, is already inherently flawed.
@John Eston,
DeleteYes, the one thing you should remember at all times, as hard as this may be to always remember or really comprehend how real and true it is, is that almost ALL people around you, no matter the country, are not real people. They are in essence, just "Programs" in the literal sense. Their brains, thoughts and fake emotions all operate off of AI induced programming. Meaning that none of what they really speak or believe is even real or true in any sense from them, because they have no Inner essence or will.
These NPC's are used to completely horrify and confuse actual Humans in this world because the actual real Humans will constantly feel misplaced or as if they are crazy or something wrong with them, and that's exactly what the job of having the NPC's weed out the Human population is designed to do.
Correct, there is no "leaving the past behind", this is a whole myth, so much so in fact that I can tell you there is even equipment which can analyze times past of all your experiences, and also there are Humans which can see and analyze your whole life growing up from earliest of time until now and have a whole "imprint" of those experiences" in their vision.
So these things always have a residual existence in our midst, even though we might be "presently" removed from such experiences or places we've been in our past.
Yes, the fact that Modern Society especially is so geared to you giving up your wants, needs and desires, is proof positive of how very little empathy they have for you as an individual, and that they are not concerned with the quality of life or Human Experience for anyone, but merely only live for the sake of biological imperatives.
Such Humans as these, which now compromise the majority, bring Humans down to the animal level of existence.
The "best" thing that the Raw Meat could help you be like or feel, is that it will eliminate all irrational or otherwise imposed Anxiety, will make you feel more balanced in general and improve your functioning in the "present", but it most certainly will not eliminate your past trauma or certain types of depression. At best, it would only treat depression based on a chemical imbalance in the brain, but that type of depression is "different" than natural depression. The Depression which is chemical-based often makes someone feel depressed or lifeless / no motivation but they don't know why,, and in this case it would be resolved by eating Raw Meat because over time they would correct the imbalance. But that is a whole separate issue compared to Depression for example through the "Awareness" or "Experiences" of this horrible world.
Likewise, I'm glad you are willing to listen to raw truths about these things, because there are some very dark attributes to existence, but I discuss them all no matter how outrageous.
@zikeKEK Another thought I had is about FaceIQ and "looksmaxxing" and the whole spiel of hard-maxxing through surgeries. As if any of this is actually worth it? You will produce tons of loosh working your ass off to generate the funds necessary to do these things, and for what exactly? To increase your attractiveness by a couple points? To attract women who will steal everything from you? If you truly understood this reality, you would know that the suffering-to-reward ratio is absolutely not favorable and not worth it. Most of your appearance is determined by your genetics and what your ancestors left you to work with. People like Bradd Pitt, Robert Pattinson, never had to do a single thing to look the way they do, it just happened. By chasing for a better appearance, you are basically giving up your dignity and choosing to exist "below" someone who doesn't actively pursue these things and who's life is not centered around "ascending".
ReplyDeleteI think a Music section in the new forum would be nice.
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