I really cannot stand how nothing here makes sense...

And it's getting much worse, the things with nothing making no sense, including dealing with people who are not homogenous or even homogenous-minded, who choose to involve themselves with people in their lives that ALSO make no sense.

Then "YOU", depending on your relations to one of those persons, are expected to somehow be "just fine" and "act" like everything is fine and as if everyone is all on the same page.

I'm really tired of this shit. And it's not just people in families either, it's anyone who you know affiliated with anyone else, for some reason, who becomes "problematic" for you.

Especially once they have children. And that's a whole other category to get into.

Gangstalking Effects have also been picking up again for me lately out of nowhere, and less so with Traffic / Cars, isn't that something, since logically of course it would make sense that it would "increase" because there is far more traffic on the roads now with the increase of everyone out and it's Summer Time.

But the Gangstalking I'm getting now is people trying to start trouble and sketchy conversations everywhere I go in public and performing street theatre. I've seen a major uptick in this even in the past few months, and it really makes it unbearable to go anywhere.

I had a string of incidents with it today, and one of them were a group of people orchestrated and all in on each other, and approached me several times at an event trying to instigate me and start senseless conversation.

A lot of times, the way you know you're being gang stalked - and it takes a long time until you realize in life that you are having it happen to you, is that there can be multiple people who share a "profile" that fits on at some event or in a room, but they will not get approached or harassed, only "you" will be scrutinized and questioned.

They will try to start seemingly "friendly" banter at times, but usually with a hostile edge you can detect, and where they are always trying to find out where you came from and where you're going to, and what you're doing somewhere.

They may even try to start up a conversation about food or ordering something, but they do so in an unnatural way, because it's never just for "a matter of fact" or even camaraderie.

It ends up being to get information out of you, and you usually feel like you can't breathe or be yourself because they constantly are hounding you.

I've been gang stalked in situations where so much as me starting at a tree when I saw a huge gypsy moth infestation, was enough to draw suspicion about me by "locals".

It's even worse in Small Town America, they are far worse places many times to be a subject of gang stalking, and that so happens where I have had some more recent severe incidents of it.

In fact, the last time I went out, I was also gangstalked and harassed by some homosexual guy.

Really not sure how much I can be bothered with anything, it's really burden some to go out anywhere and do anything now, and people are getting much much worse.

The worst part about your life if you have experienced true gangstalking, is that no matter what kind of fate you have with it, and how your life has been inconvenienced or disadvantaged by it, nobody will ever understand what you go through when it happens to you, unless they are familiar with it happening to them. They will just think you are insane.

Today, I was made a total mockery in public and the people who were doing what they did, did what they did multiple times in order to get my "reaction" of which I didn't react, and they did not hold back whatsoever in trying to get the attention of others to be on-lookers. It's absolutely unreal.

For example, in a given situation, if you are somewhere and you notice people who are dressed like real freaks or even who have a totally pierced face, and those people are not being "called out" or harassed, but somehow "you are", you begin to question these things.

Also, Gangstalking often involves the use of Telepathy with a lot of the individuals carrying it out, so you will notice they just aimlessly seem to come after you out of nowhere and know certain things about you already or begin talking about those things.

When you are actually dealing with gang-stalkers, it's important to remember at all times that a lot of of them are controlled and directed by AI, and that the more you tell them about anything about yourself, the worse off you are, because they are constantly studying you.

I used to be able to go out to places that I could call my own and hang out and have a good time, get a beer or do whatever, and these places are NOT like this anymore, and have become hotbeds for gangstalking activity far more than times I remember in the past.