Even Biology itself doesn't make sense or have Logic in many cases.
Humans, by nature, are a flawed creature. In an obsessive effort to justify what they do, and existing in a physical body that has constant "needs", they love to resort to biology to justify and feel better about the things they do.
Even when it comes down to Human Sexuality and Survival, particularly Survival of the species, even Biology goes against the grain of its own intention from the first time a Pregnant Woman gives birth to a baby.
Women's sex drive and desire to have more sex after their first child - ideally to have more children - begins to rapidly decrease after the first child, even after months of recovering from the pregnancy.
All the hormones change in her, and she loses her desire, and the vagina is stretched, therefore also making it in some cases more difficult for the Man to pleasure her.
None of this makes sense.
Of course there is nothing exclusive to Humans in terms of where things about their biology do not make sense, or even have a purpose.
So it is erroneous to believe that Biology is some sort of "Holy Grail".
For example, I've studied so many various species of animals and to discover how flawed some of their bodies or functions exist.
Take Rabbits. While Rabbits can run fast, the fact is that they have extremely small and weak hearts, along with other factors about how they respond to stress, which disadvantage them from being able to escape danger for longs bouts, or to endure the same level of stress compared to other animals.
Rabbits have extremely weak feet and which are not efficient or properly accommodated to handle the weight of the rabbit. So it is really poorly designed, and this is why they are subject so easily to injuries, especially when running to escape danger.
Rabbits are extremely susceptible to GI stasis.
Also, there are many species of animals who's sole purpose is to mate and then they die shortly after, which means they exist in the most purest sense only for continuing themselves, which is absolutely pointless.
This is especially true with the Octopus as well as Gypsy moths.
So this means, they give birth to eggs and offspring, only to die very rapidly thereafter, meaning they forego their own existence, only so that their can be future progeny that continues theirs, only for the sake of them doing the same, and also having to forego their existence.
Only a fool could possibly see something valuable in all of this, or whereby there is some sort of sense to any of it.
Reproduction and even Family are some of the biggest traps and useless things in this existence, and someday you will all understand why these things are traps that do not serve to our benefit, nor for any benefit of other species as well.
They are consequential conditions that were invented for a world where life forms are mortal and where entropy exists.
Even the fact that we depend on having to constantly get nutrients from eating food, is a major flaw when you really think about it. It's entirely stupid and nothing but enslavement.
Think about how many meals you will need to eat to sustain yourself in this existence, only to one day eventually "die" anyways, where it all won't even matter.
It's not like anything you do here, between food you eat, or buildings you build or live in or whatever else you do has any purpose towards something you will maintain or take with you in life.
I hate the realisation that I exist in a slave vessel. I can honestly no longer look at life the same considering I am trapped in a vessel which is decaying every second that passes. Then this same vessel breaks down quicker should I wish to drink alcohol, eat bad food, skip a meal, skip sleep. Its an enslavement system.
ReplyDeleteIts going to get so much worse as I get older. At age 23 this body isn’t undergoing any pain yet but as I get older the arteries will get more clogged, cancer cells will get more plentiful and my body will fail to fight them, the organs will suffer. I can’t imagine the horror you feel as your much further down the entropy road than I am. Unfortunately I will suffer the same fate in this absolute nightmare of an existence. The only solution is to self delete before age 40. However thats a lot of pain in itself and I also am scared of death and not ready yet. Even though it can happen anytime.
@Kyle,
DeleteI can tell you that I always questioned this existence at a very early age and how nothing here made sense, but couldn't confirm anything until I have the NDE's and also had read into some very forbidden topics throughout life.
But yeah, it is very draining when you discover or confirm the reality of this place, and I can tell you that once you reach 40 you definitely become extremely more bored and fed up with this place, even if you have a lot going on for you.
We're living among all these useless NPC's that make our lives even more worthless and hollow, and everyday I'm so sick of their worthless banter and obnoxious, stupid behavior in public. They are all so fake.
The stress from boredom and especially now after COVID is extremely overwhelming, especially since you cannot do anything anymore, everything and everyone is broken and also vaxxed.
The other thing that is really stressful is dealing with the NPC outbursts and how they talk to you in public which is often startling and designed to throw one off course.
After listening to you and goatis and self-reflection,
DeleteI now can barely fathom pushing myself into a high-paying difficult career, just so I can buy 'better' pleasures in life.
My purpose now is saving money for a few years. Once I reach the 90K-100K mark. I'm thinking of buying 2-5 acres in a place with better weather like East Texas, and building a house by hand, having a garden and goats. This will significantly lower construction and food costs in the long run. And I don't plan on just draining my savings, I plan on supplementing my income with sewing and other craft projects, that could make me a couple thousand $$$ a year.
I don't plan on bringing anyone with me, and I am ok with being 30+ minutes away from a town, because I barely interact with anyone anyway living in a city or suburb.
I feel I have no choice. I am so exhausted and worn down by society. My body cna't take the stress for too many years more. I don't think I can function in a job or society anymore. I don't want to be traumatized anymore.
I'm having my first ever interview in 2 days in front of a panel of people for a $17-$18 an hour job. I'm scared asf. I don't act well and people read into me in the wrong ways because I get nervous and akward and Idk. I'm just not that perfect confident friendly person who I think job interviewers prefer. If life wasn't hard enough, I've also always had a hard time doing the 'standard' things.....
But yes, what a stupid life octupuses have. At least on some level humans can create more meaning & 'purpose', however we've waisted it working hard asf for superficial 'purposes' that we are forced to choose and don't even like anyway.
@T345,
DeleteI was shocked when I heard you were considering it, to begin with.
While it may seem contrary to reason, the best thing that one should do is to find a way or permanent solution to get out of working for someone else, even if you are in a low-paying job.
I have not been in the public workforce in the sense of working for someone else for DECADES, and in fact, the total time I ever worked for actual "employers" where I had a Boss, was like no more than about 2.5 years of my life.
The amount of on-going stress and expectations when you work for an employer are never rewarding, no matter how good the pay is, and there is nothing I despised more than when you work for a company and yet you aren't fully sure or trained properly in knowing what you are doing, or that you encounter "situations" that not only you don't have the authority to override or control the situation to your liking, but that you need to annoy or get the advice of supervisors or others, who may not understand the situation right away or don't have an easy solution for.
I remember days of going home from a joke where the unresolved situations stuck on my mind, and made me feel stress and dread when I was outside of work when I went home.
Now I won't say that I don't deal with any stressful situations in my line of work, I do have some situations that are somewhat reminiscent of those, but the differences is, I can control the situation, I can negotiate a deal, or if absolutely tied down, I can withdraw from the job and refund their money in a worst case scenario.
But the powerlessness I felt when working for someone else and especially with not having any kind of control over my job or maybe not understanding everything I do because of their "system" which only they will understand the way they do for the most part, frustrated me to no end. And then to have to repeat it day after day, going home only to have to get up and do it all over again for 8 or more hours the next day.
Most jobs are completely soul-sucking, and I remember that even before all the "DEI" and Reverse Racism policies went into effect. I absolutely cannot imagine working for an employer in these times.
Although I do work for "Employers", the difference is I am the Boss, and I set the rates, and they are at my mercy rather than the other way around. Let me tell you, it wasn't easy to get there either, but I dedicated a lot of my life to finding a way to not work for Employers because it erodes your identity.
@PSA it really is a terrible existence. It’s so boring and any forms of entertainment are so expensive these days. Then the whole work slave system means that we are limited to enjoying ourselves two of the seven days per week. Close friends or loved ones working different shift patterns so unable to attend. I really do hate working. I am so lucky my job is 20 hours a week because I couldn’t imagine working 40 hours per week again. All that work to be paid absolute peanuts. Then we have NPCs or family members trying to tell us we need to earn more money and prioritise money over time off from work.
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DeleteOMG, the same exact thing happened on my clinical before I dropped out.
Barely any instructions or guidance given, little to no preparation, and yet they expect you to magically know everything. When you ask questions you feel like you're bothering them, or their judging you. And then when I got behind, instead of helping me, they went looking for things to blame me for not learning fast enough, and focused on painting something wrong with me as to why I wasn't learning fast enough, and making criticisms of my character, like me not trying to learn hard enough or me seeming like I don't care when I cared a lot, and tried as much as I knew I could.... And this was the first time anyone in that place directly talked to me about my progress- half way through the program! All this, rather than them considering the fact I was a new student with no experience who needed help. It was a super stressful experience and people also started talking about me behind my back.
And yea, even on the weekend, it doesn't feel like a break when you are stressing over work and wondering if you messed up, or if coworkers are talking about you.
So yea, I can't wait for the day I can move on from a traditional job. It feels very suffocating and it drains your energy, and erodes your identity like you say.
I admire U found a way out of this mess.
I actually wanted to ask u what u worked as, because I had a hard time imagining U enjoying work, lol. But I guess it's no surprise that you work for yourself, and i agree that's likely the best thing to do.
I'm so thankful I've been deprogrammed from the brainwashing of needing to have a high paying career, an expensive suburban house, and things like that. You and G helped me cross that finish line, which I'm very thankful for.
It feels very freeing, although I do have an uncertainty about being lonely or getting bored.
But seeing how mass layoffs are happening, I think it's a good idea for everyone to be less dependent on their employer and money to fuel unsustainable lifestyles.
But I totally agree with all of your critcisms about work, they are very spot on too.
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DeleteI also see this as an increasing problem for Plumbers and people in the trades lately too. For example, it's ridiculous, but I had to have someone recently come to check on an issue pertaining to heat inefficiency with my heating system and was 99% sure it was just because it needed a tune-up and was in fact overdue for one.
I explained all this to the guy, but because of how the booking appointments process goes with the company and how the employees don't necessarily have the right to conduct a tune-up without authorization even if it's the right thing to do, even to "isolate" the problem, the company is set to waste more manpower / time, and even to perform redundant repairs or operations, rather than to use the proper method of isolating and diagnosing a problem.
So the company went through the process of having this guy replace my thermostat for no reason even though logically it would not even make sense that the thermostat was at fault, only because the company refused to give him authorization to make the appointment as a tune-up, and that it would require yet another service visit to correct the problem, also meaning more resources wasted for the company. But they don't care.
Companies rather waste more resources, especially American companies, than to do the right thing or to even make exceptions for certain things to do things the right way the first time around, because it's in "violation" of their company procedures.
With that in mind, it's absurd to think how people would have any motivation to stay in their jobs. That's why if you notice, whether it's going to a restaurant, getting your heating system serviced, or even working in the medical industry or whatever it is you do, you will find more and more that worker morale is at an all time low, and the type of employees that work in these places are absolutely the scum of the earth, usually less qualified than ever and just chop shop garbage. Because the better employees, are rapidly leaving the workforce, and this has especially been the case in the last 15 years or so.
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Delete@PSA I wonder if the increase you're seeing is because of more regulations - usually coming after a major lawsuit or incident happens, so the whole industry implements new rules & protocols, just in case. That's what happens in healthcare at least.
DeleteAlthough rules and regulations can be helpful,
it makes things take longer, which is fine- except when you don't have enough time or resources, then it just puts more responsibilities and pressure on the worker, while worsening conditions in the job make it easier for the worker to mess up.
I'm sure this is why so many healthcare workers quit during c0id. They saw the smoke in the trees, and even if you like your job, having pressure and responsibility increase in an already high-risk, high-liability career- is just a sure way of making a mistake which just leads toooo...... someone getting hurt and the worker being sued, fired, or taken to court.
That's why many hospitals refuse to take above capacity- you'll see scenes in the UK of people with strokes waiting hours for care, and I see people in the comments getting mad at the hospital....
but they don't realize that the workers there are legally obligated to follow protocols, laws, rules, and precautions- instated on the people's behalf! It would literally be impossible for a nurse to give optimal attention to each patient if they had more than they could handle, which inevitability would lead to a mistake which hurts all sides.
So yea, I don't blame anyone feeling this pressure and stress wanting to work either.
@PSA Woah TruthTiger just posted exactly what we were talking about here, 3 hours ago: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrWUKUl21C4"
DeleteYou know, Prussian, you are absolutely correct.
ReplyDeleteThis place is finite and vapid, ultimately empty. Perhaps meaningless entirely.
But, it is an experience in a kind of “creation”.
However awful it truly is, I am young and pretty well endowed, all things considered (For Now!…)
Rather than commit suicide at the horror of this existence, I will continue to eat the Raw Nutrients and worship yourself and Gatis
I may, if I find an actually good girl for once, I might sire children and raise them hunting and farming in the forest far from slavery and brainwashing…
But I have to say, even though I have to catch up on Illuminati Renegade’s latest videos; he’s talking about directly being psychically tortured by the Demiurge and its minions? That is just wild…
I’m at a loss with these extreme fringe esoteric subjects; I’m just going to make the best of life for now. It’s an experience. I’m actually curious how my children would look like and develop eating the best Nutrients for their entire lives.
So, I will continue learning. I think that the most important thing for maintaining sanity is some good company that is actually on one’s level. Because loneliness kinda sucks a lot…. Not very dynamic or enjoyable experience, in the long run.
We appreciate every post here, glad you’re still with us!
But yeah, it is just a meat grinder…
DeleteI have for myself concluded that if I am to live, then I must live Righteously/Dominantly/Naturally/Heroically in an attempt to elevate or Sacralize this existence and create and live and foster a kind of Beauty and Wholesomeness, and to purge Evil wherever I find it. To reach higher levels o power; to make some creations I can take pride in and enjoy the adventure on some small level…
At a certain level, I think that you either
1) Accept the Nature of things and make the best of this mortal Life
2) Be overcome by the truth and doomed to passive suffering and stagnation
3) Commit suicide as a form of escape and end to the dysphoria or pain
Yeah, sure Mr. Üntermensch ¡Fascist Forza!
DeleteHow pathetic to admire two of the most extraordinarily Masculine, Intelligent, Eloquent, and Beautiful European Men alive today… How misled I have been to find such 🤴🏼 online company…
Preach your mental illness elsewhere, please. Life is too short for your stupidity and wretchedness.
We tried to get some sense out of you. That’s enough, now.
My strategy is to simply "beat them at their own game"...find ways to outsmart them. It can be done. Death, for example, we know to be a joke for the most part. So what about dying. Good. We no longer have to deal with it all. So, that solves a lot right there.
ReplyDeleteAs for the suffering, well....we are all going to face that as well. I have had some issues after I turned 45 due to too much pasta eating, that I acquired as an Italian. Now that I have cut that out, I am getting better. I was a cocky fuck when I was younger, but now I see the struggles people have. I guess I was fortunate to have many gifts and I sure took them for granted. I have much more empathy these days. When I was growing up, I wasn't taught empathy because my father had to provide for his entire family when he was a late teen and early 20s man in Italy and on the East Coast. He as a bad ass that didn't have time to complain because he was just trying to survive.
Anyways, life should get easier as you get older, because death is coming sooner, and you don't have to put up with the Archons BS as much, because you should be able to see through their scams. That is how I look at it.
My best hacks:
1. Walking about 2-6 miles every day, regardless of the weather.
2. No drinking alcohol.
3. Diet of mostly meat.
4. Sleeping as much as I want.
5. Cell phone off during non business hours and on weekends.
6. No long term dating.
7. I don't argue with people.
8. Don't talk much in public.
9. Never trust a coworker.
10. Review this list and make adjustments.
11. I never lose confidence in my abilities to solve or overcome challenges.
There are more hacks to be considered, and need to be thought out...this game evolves as we age and learn about the predatory world we live in.
@Joey Aragon,
DeleteHere would be my modifications I would make to this list:
1. Limit walking to 45 minutes every other day. Walking or any physical exercise over 45 minutes increases cortisol levels and can potentially create hormonal imbalances, especially if it's every day without 1 or 2 days of a break. Even a 20 minute walk to 45 minutes walk is enough.
2. It is generally okay to drink alcohol one day per week if it's limited to 1 or 2 beverages.
3. Yes, Aim for 70-90% of meat for your diet.
4. Oversleeping can also be detrimental to sleep. I recommend between 4-7 hours of sleep depending on what is best for your body. Overdoing sleep has very negative effects.
All the rest are pretty spot-on.
Although Alcohol does not have any direct health benefits, it does have indirect benefits, which consequently help one to de-stress now and then and for the arteries, as a consequence for the fact that alcohol thins the blood. Just don't over-do it.
@PSA I am screwed as I walk 4 hours per day 5 days a week at my job. I could look into changing my job however almost all jobs are the 40 hour a week slave life. Luckily my job is 20 hours per week and pays the same as most 40 hour a week jobs.
DeleteIs 4-7 hours of sleep ideal? I thought we need 8 hours per night. I do struggle to get 8 hours per night due to having to wake up early for work and a reluctancy to go to bed at 9pm. During the COVID plandemic I didnt have any responsibilities and found myself sleeping about 9 hours per night before waking up naturally with no alarm. I feel like to get 4-7 hours per night I would need to use an alarm.
Sleep is another terrible tax we pay in this existence. Its an extremely inconvenient tax to pay I hate how silly the whole thing is. My body doesn’t want to sleep even when tired sometimes, doesn’t fall asleep when there is minor to moderate noises, doesn’t sleep when its light out, its just so frustrating how much of an inconvenience the whole sleep thing is.
Thanks for the feedback, PSA. I do listen to my body and take a few days off from walking. I do about 4-7 days a week, depending on how my body feels. I rarely do more than 6 miles a day, but there are times when I enjoy the sun and fresh air, that I will do that. Maybe once a month on that distance.
DeleteOne thing that I will say is that I don't have blood sugar or heart palpitations, since I started walking consistently in the last six months.
Not sure what it is, but it works for me.
@Joey Aragon, Right on! That is usually the best way to go. Always listen to what the body says.
DeleteSo what would be your opinion on dolphins and orcas, alongside whales, being the most intelligent and highly conscious species on Earth due to possessing a sonar?
ReplyDeleteDo you think there might exist (or it existed) a link between them and us in having such a state of awareness and flow in the Universe?
I wouldn't be surprised if Orcas travel through portals at the North Pole.
There is no coincidence either that they are endangered in this world, and the US military has been participating for a long time in eliminating them with "special" technology.
@Someone88,
DeleteYes, these are intelligent species, because they are in a container which is modified to permit them to have access to other frequencies in this universe that Humans have been prohibited. That is why they have sophisticated and complex communication methods and other intelligence.
It is believed that dolphins are also aware of their mortality, as they are one of only a few species who are aware of this.
Yes, you are right and unfortunately many more species are going to continue becoming endangered. In the last 50 years, untold amounts of wildlife between birds and all kinds of exotic animals are becoming more endangered, if not already having faced extinction or near extinction.