There's Literally Only "ONE" Problem You Will Have In Life, Living As Myself or Someone Like Sv3rige / Goatis

As we've both been explaining to you in our many ways, if you don't actually live according to your own values, passions and desires in life, if you become part of the Matrix system of society, it not only will make you a miserable and depressed person, but you will become very unhappy.

There comes the major trade-off.

I am a generally very happy and upbeat person, despite what ever sentiment you might find that I publish and otherwise dismal conditions we face in this world.

But the problem is, if you don't become part of the "Matrix" system, everyone around you will know it, and then you become the "target" and "scapegoat" for everything in life.

You will get shouted from cars, told you are a "faggot", "freak", especially if you dress the way you want, and don't dress in Athletic clothing like "NIKE, FILA, ADIDAS, UNDER ARMOUR" or whatever is expected to be common "SLAVE" clothing that Mainstream society expects you to wear.

As a Man, you are expected to not wear any clothing outside of Designer Clothing that promotes the Top Brands. When it comes to Dress Clothing, you are expected to wear something like "ARMANI, GUCCI" or all kinds of Little Hat Wearer owned brands, otherwise you are a "nobody".

Almost all Fashion Companies that Westerners buy clothing from, but even worldwide with the Garment Industries, are owned by the little hat wearers, either DIRECTLY or INDIRECTLY through parent companies or arrangements.

So when you are not wearing the Sports or Athletic clothing, you are expected to either be wearing something like a Business Suit or Tuxedo to a formal event, or you are expected to wear frumpy casual clothing.

The Slave Society views anyone who dresses outside of that as "suspicious".

I even heard someone who criticized Goatis for wearing his leather jacket in the woods.

There's my perfect example.

Matrix people also expect you to own a car and a home. However, owning a home is absolutely a great thing and there is nothing bad about it and it should absolutely be someone's goal.

But owning a car is worthless, for the most part. Cars are one of the dumbest things you can buy or own.

The problem though is Matrix people will judge you based on your home, and what kind of home improvements you've done to it (learned this from experience), and they also judge you on whether or not you have a car, and what kind of car you drive.

For example, I live around some pricks who belong to what I call the "VOLVO" Cult, and you are seen as not part of their caliber if you don't drive that, or let alone worse if you don't drive at all.

That is "suspicious" and not the sign of a "Made / Real Man" in their eyes. This is especially worse in America though, not so much in Europe.

The next thing is, if you don't seem like someone who adheres to the "norms" of society, by what is deemed "normal" of what everyone else is doing around you, you will also be "targeted" by those who either might envy you, or just consider you a threat.

When you become part of the "Matrix", your voice, your vernacular, your tonality and approach even responses to situations and social settings completely changes, from that of what a Primal Human beings would act, even irrespective of his local Language or Dialect of his or her homeland.

People will sense if you speak in ways that are either "unfamiliar", "obsolete", "bizarre", or which otherwise seem outdated.

In the times we live in now, the phrases abound that you are expected to use, if you are a Matrix Follower, is calling every activity in your life as a "Journey", and telling people how much "I get it!"

Calling Handsome Men Chads and Tyrones, swallowing "red pills" and other Internet jargon like the "Manosphere" or in the case of Women, they call things "Toxic Masculinity".

Matrix people live through "riddles", and I mean riddles in every sense of the word.

But the point is not on those subjects specifically, I'm illustrating the fact that, Matrix people use very specific and often coded language and rely on very specific ways that they identify their own amongst each other in society.

So when you are not active in this manner, you stand out like a sore thumb, at social events, in public, whether you go to a diner, or any place. People just "stare" or "get angry" for no reason, or outright think you're a weirdo.

So to live the way someone like myself or Goatis does, you need to recognize the degree you will be shunned from society and how much hate and rumors will be spread behind your back, especially because you are doing your own thing and doing what you want. NPC's hate to see that, it angers them to no end.

They also will hate to see a person who's not part of the Matrix to ever be "happy" or even "successful" at something they do, and constantly will question "HOW THE HELL DOES THIS PERSON EVEN FUCKING LIVE!?" "WHO THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE IS!?"

The other drawback to this, unfortunately, is that it will also mean you will be much more shunned from meeting a significant other, although there is a positive to it in another way... But the thing is, most friendships and relationships that happen through the Matrix system, are based on someone being "vetted" socially, financially and otherwise, which once again, are "all" superficial and essentially meaningless and pathetic. They are also transient. People's lives never stay the same.

Most success "runs" in the average Man's life only last about 10 to MAYBE 20 years at best if he's really lucky before peaking out and entering a period of decline with everything in his life, including Finances and Health, etc. The only exceptions to this are Men who are bankrolling in stocks and make a daily living out of day trading or other things like that, and once again, it's all usury.

But the thing is, Matrix people are also big time Hustlers and Grinders, always on the go.

Therefore, if you are the idle types like me or Goatis, once again, you are met with the constant "suspicion of others", even while we keep our overhead low, and are enjoying life.

You get to see life the way it really is when you choose this path, regardless of what your own passions, hobbies or interests in life are to pursue on your own method...

What is depressing that you will learn if you live the way we do, is how fake, limited and really depressing this world is, and even despite our limitations, how much better it could be if people abandoned the Matrix society.

But they never will, because NPC's have huge egos and obsession with money and status, and impressing others.

Since I work for myself, I also get to see a completely different angle with the Employers who set things up with me, because they share all the juicy details of the workplace drama, and I've had to deal with many situations in environments where employees have gotten fired or retaliated against their employer, even many times when the employee was in the right. And I just think to myself, there is no way I could deal with this shit if they "hired" me as an employee there, rather than contracted work where I set my own rules.

There is so much corruption, backstabbing, favoritism, double-standards and reverse racism along with the Anti-Male discrimination going on these days, it's absolutely UNBELIEVABLE that people are still working. But of course, the only reason why they are still working is not a mystery. They are just people who lack any self-respect or dignity, and are a glutton for punishment, just so they can get by in life with a paycheck.

So again, just remember you will be as happy as can be if you choose a path like ours, but the price is that you will find the majority of things you'd love to do will be out of your reach, even if you can afford it, simply because the rest of society will not endorse, support or elevate you in any manner, and on the other side of the struggle, they are constantly trying to do things to ruin your life.

I am pretty sure the evidence speaks for itself on all this, and maybe there are some of you who already live this way and have for years, and you know what I am talking about.

I still wouldn't choose to live any other way, even if I could go back in time, because the amount of bullshit you have to deal with in the Matrix society is just absolutely absurd. It's not only thankless and humiliating, but it's outright demoralizing and shameful to be part of the Matrix society now with what you have to put up with, including all the "asskissing" you'd be expected to do if you are trying to make it.

In addition, even if you are invited to social events, you will never truly be "accepted" and just merely "tolerated" or used to sit or play for whatever role they want you there as, and if there is any after gathering or other activities to advance behind whatever the social event is, you of course will not be included or invited, or kept "in the know" about anything.

At an early age, I knew better not to follow this road, because I really picked up on just how rapidly my classmates were conditioned and I noticed that I was the only one not becoming conditioned in the matter we were. Over time, your friendships with people you grow up with change and drift apart, they were never true friends anyway, but it's also because they changed according to what the "Matrix system" wanted them to become, all so they can have access to social currency and expectations.

But they are only a shell of their former self. They've completely given themselves up in the process.

The more you strive to be a part of the Matrix system / society, the more it will just eat away at your soul until there's nothing left, and you are just faking it with everyone to get by in life.

I've been all set with that my entire life.

You should see the looks I get dressed all up in leather going to a supermarket with a cart full of mostly meat products. It doesn't happen every time, but I get the strangest looks from customers and the employees sometimes think I'm pulling a prank on them and couldn't possibly be serious in what I'm doing or buying, and what is all of this for, and who I'm hosting a party for or ask if I'm chef.

I doubt a Chef would be out shopping in a leather trench coat.

Welcome to the daily life of Yours Truly! It's all good though. Fuck the slaves!