Really Guys, I am 100% Done With This World...

 I am so serious when I say this... But if push came to shove and my existence is erased here any day, I will not be disappointed.

This year, I was able to achieve some last few things I wanted to do in my life outside of the realm of our aims for the PSA...

That leaves literally only 2 more things I really care for, which was to do a trip to Sweden, and also attened a concert of Kanonenfieber and to get to meet "Noise".

We shall see if those those events will comence in what's remaining here for me.

I would still like to do those things, but at this point, I am really just all set with this place.

I've really truly had enough of this place.

I've had a few unique experience in life, and gotten to meet some unique people, but imagine having a life you "want" to live where literally everyone that surrounds you (an NPC) tries to destroy your life, and spreads lies and rumors about you so that you cannot live the way you were meant to live.

Few people in this world have any true macro picture of everything that has been lost. I had some things still worth living for in the 90's and a bit into the 2000's, and even then things were still really bad from an objective standpoint. Mentally, I never escaped the 1990's and have had difficulty coping with life ever since.

I really don't even care at this point what anyone wants to think or criticize, because the thing is so much has been lost in this world, that it's pathetic and laughable that anyone could still have views to uphold or defend it.

And I'm not ignorant to the events of what has been lost both in 1918 and 1945, because those were absolutely crucial dates for this world, and especially the European Fate.

But honestly, I think ANYONE who still clings to this life or sees any kind of hope or future in it is an absolutely pathetic TAMPON and just a punching bag begging for the next boxer.

You can't be seriously a sane person or anyone who has any kind of level of decency or sentient existence and understanding of this world to still want anything to do with this place.

I would be so happy if I didn't wake up tomorrow, even not being alive to even know the difference.

I will take comfort though in the knowledge that the only people who will be so Pro-life and Pro-Existence about this place in the near future, will just be the ultimate trash slaves and losers of Humanity who think they've "won".

They will be the so-called "survivors" who "adapted" and have "overcome".

As I've said, and you can disbelieve me all you want, but I know more things about your species and life forms on this planet. All forms of adaptations, regardless of the purpose or benefit, are weaknesses in the long run and prove catastrophic for the species.

A lot of you don't know this, but most of the Nazi General Staff, once Germany was lost, completely saw and knew what fate was left for the world, and even they would know better than to defend life in this existence.

Only sick freaks and psychopaths have no problem with this place.

Even if I were guaranteed a victory tomorrow for anything I've done, I would be just as quick to rescind it out of disinterest and apathy for this whole thing called "life".

I know a lot of exceedingly dangerous and unbelievable facts about the Human Species here. And once you know these things, you can't become ignorant to them and not see them.

Some of the things I know about thge Human Species, if fully taken to the most cognizanet level of awareness possible, would make any Human being immediately feel compelled to commit suicide.

Even if one were to assume the BEST possible conditions for existence really soon, once the NWO is permanently cemeted into place, your most optimal existence here will be one of a very Sterile and Mediocre existence. A boring and lame one at that. Which you will have to perform as a slave to even achieve that level of life. It already is pretty much that way as it is.

The people who survive 2030 and boast about their survival and adaptations, will be the "True Clowns" of the world. I'd rather eat paper shreds the rest of my life than to live and experience what you will have to endure.

When you soon see what's coming by then, only then will you understand.

You won't understand or believe my words now, because Humans are a controlled genetic experiment, and you've been programmed to only think in a Linear Manner, to live in this world without taking your own death seriously, and to live exclusively in the moment, and this linear process is what also makes you willing to endure more and more pain, over and over again, and to define your value in existence by the means of experiencing pain.

In the long run, Humans do not realize the consequences of Pain and Trauma, and this is why they are so  ready and willing to jump in the fire over and over again.

The Human Body is nothing more than a slave vessel. I have had experiences outside of this realm, and know some things about it. And if you knew how limiting and restricted this existence was, you would smash your head into a concrete wall for ever thinking this place was so great.

Keep washing dishes, changing baby diapers, going to work, paying your bills, repairing your homes, cleaning floors and shoveling snow to convince yourself that this is the best possible form of existence and a dream world.

It is Linear thinking which makes you suddenly believe in a brither future the moment you experience some nice experiences in life all to distract you away from the abuses, and to be willing to take on more future abuses.

It is not to say that EVERY instance of Linear thinking is bad or wrong, it serves purposes in some cases when something must be logically or in an orderly fashion carried out. But the problem is, this Linear thinking allows you to also be willing to subject oneself to torture and abuse and to endure this existence and see nothing wrong with it.

This linear thinking allows you to be willing to believe that any pain or torture you went through to get where you are, was somehow worth it. What's interesting is that, without this linear thinking, if Women experienced pregnancy for the first time and perpetually remembered the horror of it as if they still lived in it, they would never agree to go through it again and again. Think about that...

How many times in your life have you experienced a friend or someone you know who just endured a bad event, but yet still has an artificially optimistic outlook and says "All Is Good" or in Deutsch "alles ist gut", I have heard this expression many times, and is a major cope to deal in life, and when the actual reality is a life that is being damaged and ruined, and one's energy has been compromised.

All of this comes from Linear Thinking which correlated to living in the moment only.

The problem is that Linear Thinking does not mean the truth. It can make you feel optimistic in a moment when things, or the overall picture of your life or existence, are actually a tortoruous prison.

You say this is God's will and creation!?

Comments

  1. EikeNovember 14, 2024 at 12:36 PM

    "I would be so happy if I didn't wake up tomorrow, even not being alive to even know the difference." That's what my mother and I sometimes say to each other. We're also not too happy with this life.

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    1. PSANovember 15, 2024 at 6:40 AM

      @Eike, The thing is that it doesn't even matter how much wealth you have or other things going on in your life... This existence is basically null and void, utterly pointless, not only to begin with, but especially when your life is slated to be surrounded by only NPC's.

      NPC's are fake people, with fake emotions and they just act their way through life. You can't possibly have any real destiny with them, so it makes this life very unbearable, especially for those who are not good liars and actors.

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    2. Pocket AcesNovember 19, 2024 at 3:53 PM

      It is laughable to see so many sheep thinking that their money is valuable. With a click of a computer button, the international bankers could crash it all down. What is most valuable is wisdom and the ability to be a tough ass in a world full of predators. That is worth much more. Weak men with no strength and no intelligence could have all the money in the world, but would be crushed if things ever got out of hand in our communities. Their money would have no value, then. And, it still has not value, now. All of it is a god dam illusion.

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    3. PSANovember 19, 2024 at 4:23 PM

      @Pocket Aces, Yes, Money is just an idea for a value of exchange, that is not even static or absolute and has no connection to the real economy. That's why it technically does not exist... I can work the same amount of hours doing the same amount of labor as maybe someone in China or elsewhere, but based on the currency I earn, I may be able to buy "10 Bags" of Rice from China for what the Chinaman could only purchase with the earnings of his currency, as 1 Bag of rice, even irrespective of if the wages are decent or not in proportionate measures in my own country or his own country.

      I am using that as a hypothetical example, but for those who understand this, they would realize how fictitious and fraudulent this system is.

      When fixed exchange rates existed and precious metals were at least used as the general all-around "money" for exchange and barter of goods, relative value was the same all across the board because it was bound to something.

      But what people also fail to realize is that Money, even in the form of precious metals, really is only a "Claim" or "Voucher" on wealth. Because if there is nothing to buy with it or no food being produced, nothing will change the fact that you will not be eating.

      Many people have very misplaced understandings about Money, Currency, Wealth, or even how the systems work.

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  2. TristanLouisino949November 18, 2024 at 3:22 AM

    Fear the wrath of and god and the prophet myk hyn! Go kill some jews and stab some jewish children skull and eyes like im gonna do my self hahahahaha

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