Even when you know someone is Fake & A Total Worthless Loser
No matter how much of that Worthless, Fake person and loser they are that you know them to be, bet your bottom dollar that they are even many thousands of times far worse in how much of an ultimate loser and fake they are.
Never underestimate this.
The thing is, as I've said many times, most people in this world aren't who you think they are. Therefore, you should not feel guilty to use someone who is essentially worthless outside of some service they can provide.
You need to recognize if you don't already, how many people are willing to play an act all day to function in society and to smooth social relations with a vast amount of people, as a survival mechanism.
It is absolutely cringey and disgusting.
Most people you are around you in every day, including very powerful, if even local people are also stage actors.
A lot of them got to where they are without any actual work or merit, and more often are actually dirty pieces of shit, many have substance abuse problems and all kinds of other dishonorable traits about them.
In fact, there are hardly anyone I know that doesn't play an act somehow.
Hi @PSA,
ReplyDeleteI apologize since this is off topic from this post, but I don't know anyone as honest or thoughtful as you who would get it, so I'd really appreciate your perspective on this.
Do you think-- if you come from a toxic family where every single person there is toxic and an embarrassing shell of a human being, and even being in their presence triggers deep self hatred and emotional distress- Do you think it is more worth it to reincarnate into another family, or just get away from them?
Life's already hard enough.
Their still gonna be here and connected to me even if I move away. And now there's all these digital records people can use to find the connection. And say I find a partner- how would I explain that?
I hate myself for being related to them & I can't stand them. I have a sister, dad and mom. I'm not related to my mom bcz they used an egg donor. I hate every one of them. They barely have any good characteristics- except several bad ones- besides making money in their sucky jobs they've had for 40 years. On the bright side I'm better looking than them and I'm able to emotionally distance myself and mature, unlike them and some people who are very attached to the idea of 'family'.
@T345,
DeleteI'll try to answer this as best as possible.
The only trouble with the whole reincarnation process, is we have little to no control over anything outside of giving the consent (nearly by coercion) to reincarnate.
Outside of that, reincarnation is more or less like the process of lining up in a queue in front of a whole bunch of cash registers and then randomly being "selected" to the checkout line and clerk that you didn't necessarily choose along with the destination after.
The thing is that as far as this world goes now, most people are being born into toxic families. There are very few non-toxic families, and this is true worldwide not just the west. Most Indian and Chinese families for example, are also toxic.
Since the 20th century, mankind really lost its handle on how it managed family life or why they even raised families to begin with, and the majority of families being created especially even more so after WW2, it was just because of the economic boom and because people thought it would be a good thing to do.
So, we're living right now through the conditions and reality that was forged by those Baby Boomers.
I don't worry too much about digital records for the most part, just curious why is there something even more sinister going on or information exposed about you or images or what?
@T345, At any rate though, I am guessing you also really see and experience how SHITTY this world really is right now, and especially more so since 2019. I really hate the order of things right now, and how must human beings are. This world is completely intolerable, insufferable and ridiculous at this stage we are in now. And the thing is after a while it begins to really build up a major stress response to even deal with it on any level.
Delete@PSA, Thank you. I really appreciate it.
DeleteYou’ve raised some interesting points that have got me thinking...........
It really is a gamble, isn't it? As much as I lament my life, there’s a HIGH chance I could be born into an even worse one. You can go on about how worse it can be; uglier, less aware, or more enslaved & NPC. And although I doubt I will be everything I want to be in this life, I do notice I am introspective which I feel rather lucky for. The only downside is that I also see bad in a lot of things, even in myself, which can feel very upsetting & cause internal suffering. But I also realize that’s another privilege- your body is showing you that something is wrong, therefore you can get away from it or fix it, ultimately putting you in a better position. Awareness opens you up to freedom and the opportunity to improve your life. I don’t think many people experience that, fully. So I wonder if giving this up for, at best, a better ‘hand’ is worth it.
I've known many old people. They actually make me hopeless sometimes haha. These people sometimes live these Azs lives for 80-100 years! Wtf! I don’t want that for myself! And although I have things I like about myself if sht gets too bad, Idk if it’s worth putting up with. But that’s what I’m trying to determine…… I’m REALLY not sure.
{{{{But I really wish I had better cards @PSA I've always wanted to look more WASP and look prettier, even though I've been told I am sometimes, I know there are lacks in my appearance, that I realize also came from my non-WASP side🙄. This has been the bane of my existence. Even if I was born Mexican maybe I would have an identity and group to be a part of. I am Polish (25%), some Spanish, and distant 2-3% Anatolian. And I'm 65% German and English/Scottish. It’s always bothered me plus my family sucks. I just don’t want to feel like this anymore}}}}
However, I do see uglier people with questionable…backgrounds, who seem to be as happy as a clam … so maybe I’m living too much in my head.
Nah, nothing too sinister - my desire for secrecy mostly comes from embarrassment and resentment for them and past self. I want no one to know or see me at that time. But, there’s a lot of digital evidence connecting me to them, so I realize I probably can’t completely erase it. Maybe if I just stay single and childless no one will care haha
@It is a gamble, and that's the thing. Not many new reincarnations are taking place on Earth, but I believe I've got your point and what you're looking to do.
DeleteThe thing is I'm also soon looking for my way out of here, especially as 2030 approaches, if not sooner, I'm really done with this place. The thing is, I 100% can guarantee you or anyone, that EVEN IF all conditions were totally favorable for living and having families, standard of living, that it would still all be completely worthless and I would discard it all in the garbage bin just the same. Anyone who tells you otherwise, just can't face the raw reality of how much has been lost and how inevitible the future fate is, and that there is simply nothing left worth fighting for here. This is not just some simple "catastrophic" thing of our times like times in the past, this is a bridge to a whole new reality that I don't want to be a part of, and I'm pretty sure any sane-minded person would not want to continue on this path.
But that being said, the reincarnations taking place on earth are reducing.
I can't tell you what to do, it's entirely your choice, but at least you are seeing this place for what it really is.
@PSA If not many reincarnations are taking place, then if you're not an NPC you are less likely to reincarnate? If that’s the case then what happens to you? I don't know much about reincarnation.
DeleteWould you have a family in favorable conditions in different times? Or do you think this whole existence is fcked?
I think I’d enjoy Earth in a more nomadic time. However, I’m experiencing issues with my ‘natural’ family that make me question if I’d want that, because wouldn’t it be even harder to escape your family? But yea a lot of pain and lack of energy comes from modern institutions, technology, jobs, education and the people I have to deal with. I sometimes just want to become homeless but then I remember that it’s easier for PEOPLE to take advantage of me. No escape.
I almost wished that MAYBE if Karmalas was in charge, she would fck up the country and trigger enough disorder and chaos that the system would partially collapse. But once again I doubt people would do much and of course, some other oppressor could take advantage of that.
Unfortunately, I think you’re right- I don’t think anything is going to stop what’s coming.
I thought Covid had the potential to change society, but nothing changed. People had faith that as long as they got their shots, isolate, and do what they were told, it would get better. And if it got bad they could just blame other people for not following the rules. People won’t do anything notable unless they are in a life-or-death situation. But even then, you could trick them by promising to save them, and they won’t fight back. Nothing is ever enough for people.
A Prussian village sounds ideal. I’d be surprised if you could find the right people. I wouldn’t be able to trust people and it seems complicated. But I like the idea. Ironically, as much as I relate to your hopelessness I don’t 100% like the idea of you saying bye bye to this world, just seems like the equivalent of the Dutch farmers who cmmtd. However, I also see a power in that, because you’re not obligating yourself to endure or react. The people who want you to achieve some purpose or upon your death do something to affect this world, just are using you. Anyway, even if you did you would be pretty alone in your efforts. And, I would want my last moments to be peaceful. It really is a personal choice
@T345, The other "holding" place ends up becoming what is more as the "Astral" Realm, for the time duration of when they are not in the process of being reincarnated. I refer to this place as being like the "Lobby Room", but it is often referred to by Christians as "Limbo".
DeleteThe only thing that is detrimental about the "Lobby Room", is that those who reside in this space, have a lack of certainty of who or what they are...
I don't have 100% of the details of what's going on with the withholding of reincarnations, but I'll tell you what I do know...
The true "elite", not Humans, but the Alien remnants which are in control of the universe, were hoping to not only "reset" the Universe in 2012 and to flood the earth and start over a whole new era of their activities, but they have been anticipating the return of their forefathers, and also depend on them as far as maintaining this existence.
Those "forefathers" never returned... In addition, atmospheric changes and other conditions on the Earth, even underground are making it less "habitable" for these entities to be able to continue their survival here.
I believe that there are multiple conditions and forces that are behind restrictions of the reincarnations back to earth, but also because the systems in place which actually "hold up" this existence, are also beginning to fail. It's very complex stuff to get into, but what I will tell you is that on all levels, the universe and galaxies are being shut down, and this is something that Governments know about but do not reveal to their people.
Instead, they try to scare people into things like "Climate Change" and "Global Warming" as the cover excuses for the fact that the enclosed system we live in is beginning to collapse upon itself. This collapse has been under way for quite some time, one could argue, even since the beginning of the formation of this existence, no doubt.
But it's reached a point, and what I believe since the 2012 event they could not "stage" the way they wanted too, so there will not be the "global reset" that was originally intended, at least as far as rejuvenating the planet.
Would I have a family in favorable conditions? It's hard to say... I can tell you that from the earliest age, I knew very specifically that I never wanted children. If we lived in a different time period, it may have been more realistic, but then comes the question as to what would be my purpose for having children?
What people do not understand about someone who doesn't have any external needs for validation or approval, and also doesn't care for bringing children in the world to be laborers for me or to secure my future, is that at best, I would only care to have others to enrich into the enjoyable aspects of life, or to introduce to things that I have enjoyed in my own upbringing. Nothing else... There cannot possibly be anything else, because if I were to ever have children, the reasons for doing so are completely selfless.
I can admit this too, I know it for certain in me, because if I ever did have children, the LAST thing I ever would want them to be is "slaves" in my old years and declining health, where they would have to sacrifice their own lives just to keep me alive. I'd honestly prefer to rot and perish in my own juices than to have "youngsters" that I depend on just for the sake of being alive, but apparently the majority of mankind, believe me when I say this, over 50% of the reason they have children is so someone can take care of them when they get older. And any reason that isn't involved with that, all has to do with ego validation and to feel like they "accomplished" something in life, by having and raising children, and especially to win the approval of the parents or family at large.
That stuff doesn't interest me.
@T345:
DeleteThe biggest obstacle we face right now, and what most people don't understand about this "Hellish" Dark Age we are now in, is all a result of how the people are around us, they are NPC's, and because of this, nothing will make it bearable to persevere, but also it leaves us with no chance of hope... In most crises of times past, there were at least a sliver lining because some decent amount of people still existed.
I knew nothing positive would come about from COVID, but I was also preparing for the whole thing to fully come down at once and for Full Dictatorship to be unleashed... Even though they didn't go that far, I know that the intention is to clamp down for real on the next run of whatever they do, if not for the Nukes flying or both.
In the years prior to 2022, believe it or not, I had a steady and more stable group of Germans and other people to some degree who were able to be taken seriously and the prospects of securing our future even on a small scale, would have been feasible.
I typically would not publish this so openly, but, I have to say that after the Vaccination Campaigns, ALL OF THAT has fell apart. We had a lot of in-fighting, trolling, even suspicious activities and people who had a bloodlust for sabotage that resulted over the whole COVID period.
Since the period of 2021-2022, almost all the correspondence we've received from the public has been nothing but Trolling and NPC activity, and just unreliability from people on all sides, along with in-fighting issues over the vaccine and personal issues, and this is why I decided to shut down everything. I can't do this anymore.
The world is so different now, and it is so fucking ugly, it's unbearable for me.
On the other hand, it does not mean I am not willing to fight and destroy. I have not lost this instinct, but at the same time, I recognize that after the battle, there is nothing left for us, and when I say "us" I mean EVERYONE. This world is finished.
@PSA 2019? Not in 2016? I remember in 2014 the European refugee crisis. In 2016 it was the BLM movement and Trump. I remember feeling so much tension. Was what you felt like an overall shift? Wait….... I guess how could it not be??? The world completely stopped for like 2-3 fing years and everyone was forced into isolation and mass unicorn sht. Wow- I’m just realizing that I almost forgot covid– isn’t that odd? It mattered so much and now it’s just like gone, just like that Trump shooting.
ReplyDeleteI used to spend a lot of energy caring about these things and feeling shttty about what was happening. I still love fortune telling and love when something interesting happens. But I stopped caring what happens to other people now. Don’t get me wrong what happens still affects me in ways, but right now I’m in the process of letting go- saving my energy for when it's worth it.
I know you talk a lot about Germany here PSA, but don’t you get tired of caring for people and an identity that, most people who even have it, are not willing to do anything about it? Doesn’t that make you feel betrayed? Are those really people worth caring about or fighting for? Maybe I would understand better if I was fully German, but in life, it’s even you’re own people who betray and let you down the most.
@T345, Sure, I could go many years back, 2016, 2008 and other years for different "drops" of how worse things have become. Realistically, I have not found anything anything as enjoyable as I have in general, since back in the 90's or before that, even though the Internet was not as prevalent.
DeleteDon't get me wrong, things were pretty bad in 2019. Most people were glued to their phones and life conditions have been deteriorating for a long time, along with all the SJW nonsense. But once COVID hoax came along, this COMPLETELY has put the insanity on steroids. I am having issues even being around the public almost in any form now, because they cause me unnecessary stress and anxiety just from the fake or ulterior motive in their "greeting".
>>>Wow- I’m just realizing that I almost forgot covid– isn’t that odd? It mattered so much and now it’s just like gone, just like that Trump shooting.<<<
This is by design. The people who orchestrated COVID, know how time can be used to alter people's perception, especially with the passage of time, but also they can place Humans or even groups of Humans in separate timelines, so as to even further distort the past events or make it seem like they never happened.
All of it is about their ability to control, and to get the "abused" to be willing to overlook their abuser(s).
That's what they've been able to achieve in all of this.
>>>but don’t you get tired of caring for people and an identity that, most people who even have it, are not willing to do anything about it?<<<
I actually care a lot less for most people than you can probably imagine from my writings, but that being said, I kind of had hopes more of what I write more or less gave that impression. Because I only care, to a point. On the lowest level, I can only realistically be concerned with my own existence and others who think absolutely the way I do.
Europe is finished anyways, and so is the West, so my only ideal would be a Prussian Villege with other like-minded Germans. It's the only realistic possibility as far as if the intention is for survival at any point, but honestly there is very little left that can be justified to promote the notion of survival being a good thing anymore.
That's also why I am an Anti-Natalist.