Some Days, I Almost Cannot Believe Sv3rige / Goatis Exists In This World
This may come off as a "strange" notion to some of you, I don't know if you think or navigate this world in the same manner, but this reality is just so far removed from any semblance of reality or people who are down to earth, that it almost feels surreal to me sometimes that Sv3rige / Goatis exists in the midst of what I have to put up with every day in this reality, especially in America.
Believe Me, in this country America, the WORST OF THE WORST people exist in this country.
Sure, another country somewhere, could maybe be composed of almost ALL bad people.
But in America, 1 "bad" person will be worse than a collection of 1000 bad people in a reputably bad country.
Europeans are more direct, but you will rarely still find someone who is absolutely "clean" and "authentic". I have met with many in every European country, and with exception of Elder Germans like myself, there are none that I feel reasonably well around where there are no ulterior motives in our conversations.
Many people are also too ideological for my tastes, and they become "hung up" on certain ideas, unable to see the forest for the trees, or see subtlety in my ways.
Everywhere I go, I see people, especially the youth who all act "Ghetto", and they all like degenerate activities. Smoking Marijuana, and all this other nonsense, and you cannot hold a discussion with anyone, and people identify almost entirely with their careers and social stigma or established rules of social behavior.
To "adapt" to that kind of world, is like a foreign concept to me... Few people I've ever met in this lifetime come close to the Enlightenment within Goatis.
I've met a few special people now and then in this life, but they are only "special" in some very limited regard, and outside of that, I barely have anything in common with them or can really function with them as a person.
I reflect on these things a lot in my daily life, in fact as a daily routine even, and it just is absolute torture to be living among such boring, disgusting filth that nearly makes up every specimen alive here.
The amount of fake people I encounter on a daily basis, and how fearful these people are, it's absolutely intolerable.
On top of that, I find most people in real life and also online, everything with them is just non-stop competition, and they want to sit and argue about pointless "semantics" all the time to sound cute and clever.
Semantics really do not interest me. I find people who obsess over them to really dull and lacking in imagination, who just want to marvel at their own cleverness, when they really have none.
I also really hate the fact that the PUBLIC, especially the American Public, only takes interest in someone based on you doing something for them, or for what they can get out of you, and they expect you to be some wealthy CEO. If you aren't some big influential person, you are like "nothing" to them.
Then there's "Goatis"...
In all my years in this world, I honestly do not think I will come across someone as close as "kin" as he is, even if I lived another hundred years, I still probably wouldn't.
That's how worthless most people really are in this life.
Do you people have any idea how FAKE almost all people are on Earth!? It's not just America. It's the Chinese, Russians, Arabs, Latin Americans, almost everyone in Europe also, are fake to some degree.
Most Negroes are also extremely fake, and they have the gift for gab on how to sound "real" with their "real talk".
Europeans are more direct, but you will rarely still find someone who is absolutely "clean" and "authentic". I have met with many in every European country, and with exception of Elder Germans like myself, there are none that I feel reasonably well around where there are no ulterior motives in our conversations.
Goatis is one of very few youths who I know who is truly enlightened and still lives in a mindset from centuries ago, like myself.
The thing is, throughout the duration of much of my life, even when I've encountered people who I would deem "enlightened" on one-hand, they will still want to subscribe to "weaknesses" in their character, or when it comes down to fighting, they don't want too.
Many people are also too ideological for my tastes, and they become "hung up" on certain ideas, unable to see the forest for the trees, or see subtlety in my ways.
Most of them also want to take the "positive path" to things in life, and refuse to recognize that you need to fight fire with fire, not with love.
In addition, with most people on this world, the majority of them, you can only connect with on one single interest. It could be a certain taste of music you both are into, or certain types of foods, or maybe hiking, but then you want to actually both go your separate ways outside of that and really don't connect on anything else.
Either that or you begin to become uncomfortable around them after the activity or event you go to is done, or it can seem draining to be around them if your lifestyles are not compatible and you aren't of similar mind.
With most people, it is this way.
Another thing I ABSOLUTELY despise about this world, is how many Good and Beautiful things, have been tarnished and tainted with people who have infiltrated, overhauled, monopolized, or otherwise have set the tone for a bad image or precedent for it.
Anything and Everything of Goodness has been utterly destroyed in this world, and the moment if even just "one" good thing erupts somewhere, or some decent person, it's like all the forces from hell need to come out to conquer it and destroy it.
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